Baker
Bluelighter
LSA - Second experience
7 seeds chewed and swallowed
It was about 2 weeks after the first, so I probably had a small bit of tolerance but still expected a stronger trip, what I got was unexpected. I sat around for about 2 hours waiting for the effects and they did appear about the same time in the same way as the first experience beginning with light sedation and pupil dilation. But I began to feel very sick, so I decided to purge this sickness by throwing up. This didn’t help and only made me sicker, then I started throwing up some more against my will… didn’t help. I had a cone of weed and this seemed to turn the trip into a very uncomfortable state. I got even sicker and then let my body get strapped to a mattress on the floor sitting up only occasionally to throw up. I was watching the Chappele show in extreme discomfort. I understood the jokes with a new sense of deeper meaning, but I was more just using it as a distraction. All my muscles were cramping and to move proved to be a very painful experience, it was a living hell, the mental aspects were fine however.
I sat around for a few hours with feelings and thoughts of dying, very uncomfortable and anxious, however I wanted to enjoy it.. it just wasn’t happening. After a few hours of intense discomfort I started to feel a bit better so I headed upstairs and thought if I could just handle a drink, I’d feel better… Not the case, whatever went in, just came back out again. So I laid on the couch feeling very bad constantly moving to try to alleviate some intense discomfort as it slowly started to disappear. As it went away it felt like the pain was just a more intensified version of the sedation from the first trip as this is what it turned to as it went away. I started to feel good again, thoughts about death and “why the fuck did I do this” began to disperse and it was now the early hours of the morning, watching some Christian show on TV. I began thinking philosophically as well as all the motives behind this guys messages, especially the manipulation of the bible and the intentions the writers must have had when they were writing the bible, quite interesting philosophy. The visuals were more pronounced and I was so relieved the pains were gone the rest of the trip wasn’t nearly as crazy by comparison.
This bad trip was not brought on by anxiety it really was intense pain/cramping and vomiting, I really thought I’d done it and taken a drug that had reacted badly with me, but I pulled through and felt stronger for it. The comedown was very peaceful and I definitely did trip harder then the first time with more pronounced (yet still not dramatic) visuals. I’m somewhat scared to try a dose like this again as I don’t want to risk experiencing anything as bad as this again, and then again why does it matter when I can get LSD anyway. I’ve tried 1 seed alone by itself to see if does anything and it did, made me more random in my thoughts and conversations, dilated my pupils, gave me increased appreciation of colours and sound as well as giving me some philosophy and clearer understanding of thought. I will probably try these again when I get the chance, but I haven’t found them for a good price since.
7 seeds chewed and swallowed
It was about 2 weeks after the first, so I probably had a small bit of tolerance but still expected a stronger trip, what I got was unexpected. I sat around for about 2 hours waiting for the effects and they did appear about the same time in the same way as the first experience beginning with light sedation and pupil dilation. But I began to feel very sick, so I decided to purge this sickness by throwing up. This didn’t help and only made me sicker, then I started throwing up some more against my will… didn’t help. I had a cone of weed and this seemed to turn the trip into a very uncomfortable state. I got even sicker and then let my body get strapped to a mattress on the floor sitting up only occasionally to throw up. I was watching the Chappele show in extreme discomfort. I understood the jokes with a new sense of deeper meaning, but I was more just using it as a distraction. All my muscles were cramping and to move proved to be a very painful experience, it was a living hell, the mental aspects were fine however.
I sat around for a few hours with feelings and thoughts of dying, very uncomfortable and anxious, however I wanted to enjoy it.. it just wasn’t happening. After a few hours of intense discomfort I started to feel a bit better so I headed upstairs and thought if I could just handle a drink, I’d feel better… Not the case, whatever went in, just came back out again. So I laid on the couch feeling very bad constantly moving to try to alleviate some intense discomfort as it slowly started to disappear. As it went away it felt like the pain was just a more intensified version of the sedation from the first trip as this is what it turned to as it went away. I started to feel good again, thoughts about death and “why the fuck did I do this” began to disperse and it was now the early hours of the morning, watching some Christian show on TV. I began thinking philosophically as well as all the motives behind this guys messages, especially the manipulation of the bible and the intentions the writers must have had when they were writing the bible, quite interesting philosophy. The visuals were more pronounced and I was so relieved the pains were gone the rest of the trip wasn’t nearly as crazy by comparison.
This bad trip was not brought on by anxiety it really was intense pain/cramping and vomiting, I really thought I’d done it and taken a drug that had reacted badly with me, but I pulled through and felt stronger for it. The comedown was very peaceful and I definitely did trip harder then the first time with more pronounced (yet still not dramatic) visuals. I’m somewhat scared to try a dose like this again as I don’t want to risk experiencing anything as bad as this again, and then again why does it matter when I can get LSD anyway. I’ve tried 1 seed alone by itself to see if does anything and it did, made me more random in my thoughts and conversations, dilated my pupils, gave me increased appreciation of colours and sound as well as giving me some philosophy and clearer understanding of thought. I will probably try these again when I get the chance, but I haven’t found them for a good price since.