DJAngrE
Bluelighter
HBW + Cannabis - first combo - Visions and Awe
I'm writing this mostly as an account of the many visions that i journeyed with throughout the most intense portion of this trip; hopefully it will be entertaining to read.
(At first I was only attempting to test the potency of these seeds because plans had changed last second. I ingested 3 seeds at 4:00pm and waited about four hours without breaking threshold. Plans abruptly changed again at this point and the trip was going to take place, so i decided to ingest 8 more at 10:15pm. I was planning on six total before, but the potency of these disappointed me. My friend ingested eight herself but i'll mostly stick to my accounts, we simply chewed and swallowed on empty stomachs (nothing to eat for 24 hours). Two hours after second ingestion neither of us broke any threshold whatsoever, no nausea, no stoning, nothing, at that point we decided to smoke some weed.)
04:00 - 3 HBWS
10:15 - 8 HBWS
12:15 - 1 joint marijuana (each)
12:30 - Coming up from smoking felt normal up until around fifteen minutes time where what I felt can only be described as an emotional rocket launch. My auditory, visual and somatic hallucinations at this point were minimal but I felt this purely emotional rush. My mouth was simply hanging wide open. I was in complete awe of the intensity and clarity of the experience, like nothing I have ever felt.
12:45 - At this point some visual hallucinations started to manifest themselves and they can best be described as reinterpretations of everything I was looking at. Taking a second to stand outside subtly threw me back to a mushroom trip I'd had over a year ago, I felt like i was shrooming... swimming among undersea vegetation. That is when I knew that the seeds were indeed having an effect and I was in for a very special night.
01:00 - My friend and I left for a neighborhood park where we brought Sigur Ros' Agaetis byrjun on headphones connected with a headphone splitter. We sat on a bench under the trees and starlight.
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The set of visions I will describe next will be told as if they were actually happening, assuming that you understand I was tripping.
Wearing headphones and being connected to each other like that made me realize that we were in fact astronauts visiting the moon. The launch sequence began in my apartment where the lit hallway felt like the shuttle capsule, and walking outside to the park like a shuttle launch in outer space. There were benches on the moon, who'd have guessed! Sitting among the moonrocks and silly drunk aliens was unbelievably calming. Beyond the music there was an absolute silence that permeated every sense in my mind and body. Weightlessness.
As I looked up into the sky the lights below illuminated the underside of the trees and I was thrown back to a prehistoric shamanic gathering. There were about a dozen shamans dancing around a bonfire in the forest and they were speaking an alien tongue (the icelandic tongue of Sigur Ros) and speaking in colors and fractal patterns about the universe and its secrets. To my dismay i wasn't able to understand their speech but it was clearly a view into the realm of the history of these natural chemicals.
The overlay fractal patterns began overwhelming me. The carpet of plant material and stones on the ground in front began forming cartoons and at times virtual cities of populations of wood creatures. One of these earth spirits presented itself to me. Its appearance was much like the little white creatures from Princess Mononoke (and now that I realize, also exactly like the angelic fetus on the cover of the album). It suddenly appeared in the sky large as the horizon, and shrunk as it began to move towards me, as it walked up my leg it was about the size of a computer mouse, and as it rested on my arm it was the size of a lighter. It's body was translucent and it existed as a sort of vibration of the life energy around it. Its head was like a standing oval with a large forhead. It spoke this same alien tongue as the shamans and it was curious to see me. As it spoke, the music came out of its head as fractal patterns of rainbow confetti. Again I could not understand what he was saying, but I felt like it was communicating a sense of the natural world around us which we are nearly always neglecting to perceive.
(end track 6 - Hjartad hamast)
Each experience was more intense and more beautiful than the previous... in fact more amazing than anything I had ever seen. The hallucinations were more involving and intense when my eyes were open, than when they were closed.
(begin track 7 - Vidrar vel til loftarasa)
Next I watched incredulously as a ghost spirit of a human being walked in front of me and sat down on a bench a good distance from me. As this spirit looked at me I could tell that it was male, and a certain aspect of the music exploded my ability to recognize all of the spirits of people around me. Suddenly I was surrounded by all of the humans that had passed away from the earth before me, and each one had a message that I could see. One at a time they would light up with a beam of orange light that would shine up from their bodies into the sky, sending this soul back to heaven. Each piano note that struck was another message, another beam of light, another soul returning home. This happened with every passing piano note that struck until the harmony of the music and this transcendant message resonated with my own soul.
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These events continued for the length of the cd as we returned to the apartment and started to get rested enough to sleep. I rolled another (very difficult) joint and was only able to get through half of it, when i realized that the trip was turning into more of a very intense weed stone. The journeys were still immersive, but instead seemed more like something I could see: the emotional connection was losing its grip. Consciousness drifted in between wakefulness and sleep, it was difficult to tell what I was dreaming and what I was seeing. The sleep of the whole night felt this way.
Upon waking up I felt completely normal again, with at most a pleasant afterglow. LSA before had felt like more of a mental journey, this one was nearly completely visual, and thus much more immersive, as well as the most enjoyable psychedelic experience of my life.
I'm writing this mostly as an account of the many visions that i journeyed with throughout the most intense portion of this trip; hopefully it will be entertaining to read.
(At first I was only attempting to test the potency of these seeds because plans had changed last second. I ingested 3 seeds at 4:00pm and waited about four hours without breaking threshold. Plans abruptly changed again at this point and the trip was going to take place, so i decided to ingest 8 more at 10:15pm. I was planning on six total before, but the potency of these disappointed me. My friend ingested eight herself but i'll mostly stick to my accounts, we simply chewed and swallowed on empty stomachs (nothing to eat for 24 hours). Two hours after second ingestion neither of us broke any threshold whatsoever, no nausea, no stoning, nothing, at that point we decided to smoke some weed.)
04:00 - 3 HBWS
10:15 - 8 HBWS
12:15 - 1 joint marijuana (each)
12:30 - Coming up from smoking felt normal up until around fifteen minutes time where what I felt can only be described as an emotional rocket launch. My auditory, visual and somatic hallucinations at this point were minimal but I felt this purely emotional rush. My mouth was simply hanging wide open. I was in complete awe of the intensity and clarity of the experience, like nothing I have ever felt.
12:45 - At this point some visual hallucinations started to manifest themselves and they can best be described as reinterpretations of everything I was looking at. Taking a second to stand outside subtly threw me back to a mushroom trip I'd had over a year ago, I felt like i was shrooming... swimming among undersea vegetation. That is when I knew that the seeds were indeed having an effect and I was in for a very special night.
01:00 - My friend and I left for a neighborhood park where we brought Sigur Ros' Agaetis byrjun on headphones connected with a headphone splitter. We sat on a bench under the trees and starlight.
---
The set of visions I will describe next will be told as if they were actually happening, assuming that you understand I was tripping.
Wearing headphones and being connected to each other like that made me realize that we were in fact astronauts visiting the moon. The launch sequence began in my apartment where the lit hallway felt like the shuttle capsule, and walking outside to the park like a shuttle launch in outer space. There were benches on the moon, who'd have guessed! Sitting among the moonrocks and silly drunk aliens was unbelievably calming. Beyond the music there was an absolute silence that permeated every sense in my mind and body. Weightlessness.
As I looked up into the sky the lights below illuminated the underside of the trees and I was thrown back to a prehistoric shamanic gathering. There were about a dozen shamans dancing around a bonfire in the forest and they were speaking an alien tongue (the icelandic tongue of Sigur Ros) and speaking in colors and fractal patterns about the universe and its secrets. To my dismay i wasn't able to understand their speech but it was clearly a view into the realm of the history of these natural chemicals.
The overlay fractal patterns began overwhelming me. The carpet of plant material and stones on the ground in front began forming cartoons and at times virtual cities of populations of wood creatures. One of these earth spirits presented itself to me. Its appearance was much like the little white creatures from Princess Mononoke (and now that I realize, also exactly like the angelic fetus on the cover of the album). It suddenly appeared in the sky large as the horizon, and shrunk as it began to move towards me, as it walked up my leg it was about the size of a computer mouse, and as it rested on my arm it was the size of a lighter. It's body was translucent and it existed as a sort of vibration of the life energy around it. Its head was like a standing oval with a large forhead. It spoke this same alien tongue as the shamans and it was curious to see me. As it spoke, the music came out of its head as fractal patterns of rainbow confetti. Again I could not understand what he was saying, but I felt like it was communicating a sense of the natural world around us which we are nearly always neglecting to perceive.
(end track 6 - Hjartad hamast)
Each experience was more intense and more beautiful than the previous... in fact more amazing than anything I had ever seen. The hallucinations were more involving and intense when my eyes were open, than when they were closed.
(begin track 7 - Vidrar vel til loftarasa)
Next I watched incredulously as a ghost spirit of a human being walked in front of me and sat down on a bench a good distance from me. As this spirit looked at me I could tell that it was male, and a certain aspect of the music exploded my ability to recognize all of the spirits of people around me. Suddenly I was surrounded by all of the humans that had passed away from the earth before me, and each one had a message that I could see. One at a time they would light up with a beam of orange light that would shine up from their bodies into the sky, sending this soul back to heaven. Each piano note that struck was another message, another beam of light, another soul returning home. This happened with every passing piano note that struck until the harmony of the music and this transcendant message resonated with my own soul.
---
These events continued for the length of the cd as we returned to the apartment and started to get rested enough to sleep. I rolled another (very difficult) joint and was only able to get through half of it, when i realized that the trip was turning into more of a very intense weed stone. The journeys were still immersive, but instead seemed more like something I could see: the emotional connection was losing its grip. Consciousness drifted in between wakefulness and sleep, it was difficult to tell what I was dreaming and what I was seeing. The sleep of the whole night felt this way.
Upon waking up I felt completely normal again, with at most a pleasant afterglow. LSA before had felt like more of a mental journey, this one was nearly completely visual, and thus much more immersive, as well as the most enjoyable psychedelic experience of my life.
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