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The only drugs i have tried before this were extacy (frequent), weed (used to do it alot, but basically stoped for a year) and cocaine a few times. I had had a very heavy Friday night which may have influenced it a little.
Anyway, it was tuesday, lovely day and my university had a festival on. I bought 8 seeds from my local headshop, took them to a friends and broke up 5 of them with a stone and left the other 3 whole. Went to the festival and ate the 5 with some lemonade, chewed them abit aswell, and waited... Started to feel abit heavy/slightly sick about 30 mins later, and spent about an hour just lying on the grass with my eyes closed. About 2 hours into it i wasnt noticing any visuals or anything really. We decided to go for abit of a walk and thats when things got fun, my mood had been lifted, colours seemed quite vibrant and i was enjoying myself quite abit. I was speaking abit quieter than normal for some reason and balance was slightly off. This lasted about 30 minutes, then we retured to where we were sitting. I couldnt really deal with the drunk people around me and sat alone, things got abit horrible then... I started reflecting on my life and how badly i have been screwing things up and the situation ive put myself in. I looked around and saw all the people stumbling around drunk and just thought whats the point in it... whats the point in anything...
I got depressed about 9 months back, and for about 15 minutes i had that totally empty, depressed feeling. It wasnt nice
Luckily that passed pretty quickly when a good friend of mine came over and we were chatting. Everything that the LSA seemed to be doing wore of completely and i was totally normal again. I decided to chew up the other 3 seeds and for the next few hours i was totally sober, just mildly enjoying the festival. When it got dark, about 3 hours later, we headed up to a friends house and i decided to sit alone outside and just think. Being alone was excellent, i had very mild visuals when looking at paterns and my mind felt at peace. I enjoyed this state for another 2 hours then we went back to my flat. I sat down in my living room/kitchen with a best friend of mine who was reading a book. Decided to put some classical music on and felt perfect. Everything i thought about i seemed to come to the correct conclusion. I thought about all the problems in my life at the moment and i could deal with them so easily, nothing was stressing me out anymore. I sat there for about 2 hours just really enjoying the music and the company
Getting to sleep was very easy which was nice, and i had VERY vivid dreams
Overall it was ok, quite frustrating at times and not anywhere near as intense as i had expected. I have another 8 seeds and plan on doing them in a few weeks time when i have sorted a few things out, but this time grounding them up properly
substancecode_hawaiinbabywoodrose
substancecode_HBWR
substancecode_LSA
substancecode_ethnobotanicals
Anyway, it was tuesday, lovely day and my university had a festival on. I bought 8 seeds from my local headshop, took them to a friends and broke up 5 of them with a stone and left the other 3 whole. Went to the festival and ate the 5 with some lemonade, chewed them abit aswell, and waited... Started to feel abit heavy/slightly sick about 30 mins later, and spent about an hour just lying on the grass with my eyes closed. About 2 hours into it i wasnt noticing any visuals or anything really. We decided to go for abit of a walk and thats when things got fun, my mood had been lifted, colours seemed quite vibrant and i was enjoying myself quite abit. I was speaking abit quieter than normal for some reason and balance was slightly off. This lasted about 30 minutes, then we retured to where we were sitting. I couldnt really deal with the drunk people around me and sat alone, things got abit horrible then... I started reflecting on my life and how badly i have been screwing things up and the situation ive put myself in. I looked around and saw all the people stumbling around drunk and just thought whats the point in it... whats the point in anything...
I got depressed about 9 months back, and for about 15 minutes i had that totally empty, depressed feeling. It wasnt nice
Luckily that passed pretty quickly when a good friend of mine came over and we were chatting. Everything that the LSA seemed to be doing wore of completely and i was totally normal again. I decided to chew up the other 3 seeds and for the next few hours i was totally sober, just mildly enjoying the festival. When it got dark, about 3 hours later, we headed up to a friends house and i decided to sit alone outside and just think. Being alone was excellent, i had very mild visuals when looking at paterns and my mind felt at peace. I enjoyed this state for another 2 hours then we went back to my flat. I sat down in my living room/kitchen with a best friend of mine who was reading a book. Decided to put some classical music on and felt perfect. Everything i thought about i seemed to come to the correct conclusion. I thought about all the problems in my life at the moment and i could deal with them so easily, nothing was stressing me out anymore. I sat there for about 2 hours just really enjoying the music and the company
Overall it was ok, quite frustrating at times and not anywhere near as intense as i had expected. I have another 8 seeds and plan on doing them in a few weeks time when i have sorted a few things out, but this time grounding them up properly
substancecode_hawaiinbabywoodrose
substancecode_HBWR
substancecode_LSA
substancecode_ethnobotanicals
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