Love

cj

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I trusted. I laid my nearly virgin heart on the altar of love i held back nothing. I gave freely of everything i had without reservation. Then when that was gone i got up everyday and ran myself to exhaustion physically mentally and morally. Because i loved you. I believed in us. I never quit i always forgave i told lies to everyone i ever called a confidont friend or aquantence. Because i loved you and i wanted you to know i was all in.

For a long time i believed you where just as committed. Doubt only crept in recently in a slow sickening buildup of sinister realization. Then in an instant the die was cast and i coukdnt deny it any longer. Love is dead my heart destroyed my purpose extinguished. So long my sweet princess ill never forget the eternity i spent with you before finding out that perfect things cannot exist outside the books we used to believe in. As if this life is simple enough for trite things like love to exist longer then briefly
 
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Love is not perfect that's the thought of a teenager who hasn't been in love. Love is messy it's compromise it's fights it's making up it's commitment to keep going when it gets hard. Babe I'll never quit on us unilaterally. I'll be all in until the end. If you decide to leave I'll worship your leftovers. I'll do it quietly until I meet someone else
 
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