"Love"

[xDymnd9x]

I'm doing the best I can
Waiting....
Trying to mend the broken pieces
Feeding off your priceless emotions
It's always been your choice
If you'd tell me...I'm sure I could forgive you
You are my escape and yet there is no excuse
I want you to see my lack of inhibitions
Something I think you would truly understand
I told myself I'd say "no"
but instead I let you come back AGAIN....
Something I'll always let you do
I'm trying to be the girl who understands
Only to realize I'm the girl who doesn't
Someday baby...you'll see the mystery...
And when you look around you'll see..
I'm the only one standing...
But only because you never understood that I adore you....
-Dymnd-

 

[plazma]

Good stuff!
-plaz out-

 

[harraser]

beutiful words dear
I liked the last line, it topped it off perfectly.

 

[Mellabopper]

good stuff

 

[E-girl]

but instead I let you come back AGAIN....
Something I'll always let you do
why should you have to? why should you have to keep forgiving and forgiving and forgiving?
sweetie, that's the story of my life. trusting someone because i loved them. believing lies. forgiving the unforgivable. over and over and over. and i got SHIT out of it. i got hurt very badly, because i couldn't. let. go.
sometimes you have to let go. for your own sake.

 

[KHsweety03]

Awesome

 

[harraser]

E-girl is right of course......but it is possible to love someone without trusting them....even if you know theryre gonna hurt you you can still love them,just dont give them the trust that lets them get in a position to hurt you.The girl I love most in the world once said to me "....trust me,well no dont trust me cause youll only get hurt, just beleive me" at the time I told her I did trust her wether she liked it or not, I thought she was just putting herself down.So I trusted her, and I got hurt just like she said and now I realise that she wasnt putting herself down, she just knew herself well enough to know she wasnt reliable....I dont know how to put that without making it sound harsh but its not meant to be. the truth is you can trust people and get hurt and its ok,you have to trust someone some time or youll be a very lonely person for your whole life,but just dont let someone hurt you and hurt you and hurt you over and over.masochism is not a pretty thing