love? or just an illusion?

[unicorn83]

i sat there smiling
trying to look in your eyes
the guy i once loved
now confuses me with every second that passes by.
with you no words can describe,
how beautiful,
special,
loved, i feel.
but when i look into your eyes
i know you're not there,
you put on a show, or do you?
you hurt my bestfriend your bestfriend.
but why?
have you given up on him like i've given up on you?
i know you love me, but is it real?
do u know if it's real?
or is it just an illusion
that leads every day of your life?
i know i've let go, but will you?
when will you know that you truely don't love me?
that i'm just the perfect puppet
for your show.
[ 08 June 2002: Message edited by: unicorn83 ]

 

[E-girl]

some people learn to live a lie so brilliantly, that they dont even know what's real anymore.
i think, that if you have to sit down and analyze it, it's probably NOT love, and maybe is an illusion of love. Love is something you dont need to pinpoint... it's just a rush of feelings that fill you up with wonderfulness, in my mind. love is when you are caught off guard by this sense of completeness in your life... without having sought after it.
damn i'd like to feel that again sometime soon.

 

[harraser]

m'dear Ive recently been forced to have a look at a similar situation myself, but with me on the other side. Its just so hard to admit that something that used to be so great and that could have been so wonderful isnt there anymore, that a feeling that was such a part of your life wasnt the pure, everlasting thing that you thought it to be. *sigh* but we have to realise these things eventually no matter how much it hurts, noone can live a fantasy forever. I choose to beleive it helps you grow. *hugs* love ant