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TDS love isn't enougH?

mrflowers00

mrflowers00

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it seems like no matter how much love is given or shown to me it isn't enough to make me feel loved i know i'm loved very much but i feel like a lonely piece of shit idk what is wrong with me
 
Dude embrace the love.

talk to me anytime when you need to get shit off your chest.<3
 
Sounds like we're both in a similar situation regarding this feeling mr flowers, I'm getting married next year and I still feel like no one could love me and that I'm worthless, no matter how many times my partner tells me she loves me, i feel numb to my emotions now. personally mine comes from the self loathing side of depression.
Hope your going ok, as what gr33n3y3s said if you need to talk swing me a pm.
 
i guess it's my depression idk maybe my mom choosing meth over being with me makes me feel like i'm not good enough for her i'm not good enough for ANYONE she is scum but still felt meth was better than me so it's probably the latter i know i couldn't stop drugs even for my kid so i don't have a kid i've done some things to stop that from happening that i'm not proud of but i guess i'm scum just like my mom
 
Dude that's a tough situation and I'm sorry to hear about the pain your mom has caused you.
Your not scum though! Ok you don't have a kid, sorry if I'm reading this wrong but good on you for not wanting to have one, if you feel you are not in a situation to have the responsibility at the moment, that makes you 100 x better.
 
something i did i just found out wasn't that bad i had a gf that got pregnant and i force her to get an abortion but my girl just told me my old gf told her she got pregnant on purpose
 
Well, don't beat yourself up too bad. I mean, how could you force her to do it? If I really wanted the kid I would just tell you to go to hell and not have anything else to do with you and have the kid. If she did get pregnant on purpose and only wanted the baby for some motive (like to hang onto you) then she went along with the abortion obviously when she realized that it wasn't going to work. No one should have a baby that is born with a "job". In other words, she shouldn't have a kid just to force you to stay with her (or whatever).
 
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