love/hate

[drea]

im not lyrical prose,
or darklit nights
im not romantic and pure
im not twinkling stars
something to envy
im that dirt
that you hate
try to get me....off?
flyswatters....all you need.
ice cubes and discomfort,
all over me
oh, take pride in my misery
break such a girl
tear her in two
revel in it
finally found a real man....
a fire, a burn
and im stronger, more resistant
i cant swallow this,
my pride
my cupful of you
i cant drink you down
a bitter stain on my teeth and i...
glimmer
glass eyed and worn
with a smile, no less
and we fake it, for you
for us,
for me
for them
because we can
youre tiny
and worthless
and confused
you hurt me,
you hate me,
but you continue to hold me
youre beautiful
and hideous
and never there
youre all alone
you always leave me here
to my own selfish devices
but i love you.
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life is pain, buttercup...anyone who tells you otherwise is selling something.

 

[drea]

me *hearts* resque

 

[amber ::]

that blew me away..
beautiful.

 

[Shuddr2Think]

gee...
das ist gut....

 

[Nietzche]

Love ya drea!

 

[Catachreses]

you'll get em tiger..
"annnddrreeehhhhhhgggggaaaa.."

see you saturday.
ry.
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"Euphoric, narcotic, pleasantly hallucinant."

 

[luvat1stroll]

wow! your strength is admirable.

 

[Shuddr2Think]

LOL...at Catachreses....if you are referencing what i think you are. LOL.
if not...sorry.