Love is a 4 letter word that means so much, but than again it is just a word. But when you turn that word into a feeling, it changes everything.
Now there is a certain someone that this emotion is felt to the extreme, and I mean to the extreme (she know whose it is). Now I wish there was another word, other than love, because the word just doesnt express how I feel for her. Infatuation, well of course, devotion, only everything I do everyday; protector, well I try to, but I have been a having a little problem there since I cannot see her and I know she needs me. She says codependent, I say she is just my other half, my yin to my yang, my Sun to my Moon, my umm how to say this with it about being too sexual, (oh well) but yes my vagina to my penis. She is my everything and I am her everything. If she was to go from this world there would be no point for me caring on. And I believe this will never change, it hasnt for close to 10 years now.
When I am with her, nothing matters. Nothing, it is just me and her. When I am inside her, I am in complete heaven. I do not need a foreign substance to gain anything and I know this for sure. All I need is her to be with me. The only drug I need is her. I cant wait to be with her again and hopefully that will be sooner than later. I am working on it as the best as I could. It will be her Birthday in a few days, I wish I can give her the world, but unfortunately, I will be lucky to give her anything. Goodness she deserves so much more than I can give her, but she doesnt mind, she doesnt believe in materialistib stuff anyway. I really mess her and she knows that.
Now I know I got to take of mysele so I can take care of her. I will get better and everyday is getting better. Hopefully soon we shall be together and we will lay there together with nothing on and just hold her. Hold her in, hopefully by than, the strongest arms and she can just be safe. I cannot wait to be inside her and give her what I was the only man to ever give her (I know this what some people would not want to hear). But I was the one to actaully see her O face, and hear. I think the parents were still asleep and she didnt know I lived at home. So we serent thatr quiet. She met my OParents the next day.
Sorry I haveny posted in awhile, Eventhough the DA here is a butvh lesbian, she is ultra conservative and a bitch, but I have been in heaven, literally "I HAVE BEEN IN" my heaven and its so funny when you are sober its like, get it in there, ah shit I came.
Now there is a certain someone that this emotion is felt to the extreme, and I mean to the extreme (she know whose it is). Now I wish there was another word, other than love, because the word just doesnt express how I feel for her. Infatuation, well of course, devotion, only everything I do everyday; protector, well I try to, but I have been a having a little problem there since I cannot see her and I know she needs me. She says codependent, I say she is just my other half, my yin to my yang, my Sun to my Moon, my umm how to say this with it about being too sexual, (oh well) but yes my vagina to my penis. She is my everything and I am her everything. If she was to go from this world there would be no point for me caring on. And I believe this will never change, it hasnt for close to 10 years now.
When I am with her, nothing matters. Nothing, it is just me and her. When I am inside her, I am in complete heaven. I do not need a foreign substance to gain anything and I know this for sure. All I need is her to be with me. The only drug I need is her. I cant wait to be with her again and hopefully that will be sooner than later. I am working on it as the best as I could. It will be her Birthday in a few days, I wish I can give her the world, but unfortunately, I will be lucky to give her anything. Goodness she deserves so much more than I can give her, but she doesnt mind, she doesnt believe in materialistib stuff anyway. I really mess her and she knows that.
Now I know I got to take of mysele so I can take care of her. I will get better and everyday is getting better. Hopefully soon we shall be together and we will lay there together with nothing on and just hold her. Hold her in, hopefully by than, the strongest arms and she can just be safe. I cannot wait to be inside her and give her what I was the only man to ever give her (I know this what some people would not want to hear). But I was the one to actaully see her O face, and hear. I think the parents were still asleep and she didnt know I lived at home. So we serent thatr quiet. She met my OParents the next day.
Sorry I haveny posted in awhile, Eventhough the DA here is a butvh lesbian, she is ultra conservative and a bitch, but I have been in heaven, literally "I HAVE BEEN IN" my heaven and its so funny when you are sober its like, get it in there, ah shit I came.