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RitalinGurrl

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fear
fills my heart
the feeling of being alone
emptiness.
I try to fight it - fill my own void
yet nothing seems to soothe this
pain...
the pain and worry of my identity
am i completely lost?
will i end up drowning...
choking on the waters of solitude?
each day i keep searching
looking
hoping for something to save me
yet nothing comes.
the more i search and the harder i try
the more my heart becomes lost and cold
why is this happening?
will it ever stop
when will i be free from this endless cycle
of loneliness...
 
Wow, I am really moved by this, due to the fact that I totally know what you mean right now.
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Hang in there though, the world will be at your taking sooner than you think.
I am glad you finally posted your work in here. I am honored to be the first person to post to it.
Miss ya in chat! Hope all is going well.
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Brownie
 
hey ritalingirl. hit me up some time. i kno what ur going through.
i kno what it feels like to think ur the only one.
aim- trustonerz
 
AM -
we've known each other for a LONG time and we've been through a lot together. i know what you're going through (well maybe not completely, but somewhat). i'm glad we've become better friends then ever before,and i really value our friendship. if you ever need to talk, you know where to find me. call anytime, i'm here for ya.
never stop dreaming
love,
Melissa
 
RG, i feel for you, i was there a few years ago. don't look outside for something to complete you. you need to find peace and happiness within yourself. do use the help and guidance of those trusted around you by all means, but at the end of the day, it's up to you to define your self-worth, not someone else, and when you do, people will be attracted to your peace and serenity.
 
corny as it may be... in the long run, ecstacy helped me find myself.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
The sky isn't always blue, the sun doesn't always shine... it's all right to fall apart... sometimes....
-------Robert Miles
 
i dont know how well this pertains to you or your sitatuion - but IMO - finding out who you really are is hard to do - it takes time, courage, and strength. at times you just have to be content with what you have. forget about what other people think and NEVER compare yourself to others - you will only find disappointment in this. look at what you DO have - how far you have come in your life - what you've accomplished, and how all of these past learning experiences help shape you to be the person you are today. shit happens in life - but if you choose to learn from them instead of letting them affect you negatively you will be a lot happier in the end. "that which does not kill us only makes us stronger" i forget who said this, but hell, its true. see what makes you happy in life and keep those things close to your heart. find out what brings you down and let those things go - you dont need 'em to survive. the only thing you really need is to be happy with yourself and to love who you are. we only have one life to live, so take advantage of it. make the most of it. have no regrets. you have to be able to stand on your own two feet but know when to accept help from others. but most of all - know that you are never alone b/c someone always cares for you whether you know it or not. hell, i should know, i'm one of those people that do care.
sorry for ranting, but i just started typing and look what came out
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Mella
 
I dunno about you all, but it took me 28 years to reach this level of comfort with myself. Good luck R.G.
 
AM~
I'm sorry you're feeling down... Your words are beautiful though, and it's obvious that you have a good heart.
Don't waste your time searching though. Think on a ten minute scale, and enjoy what you have while it's still here. You never know what's going to happen a day from now, even an hour for that matter, so it's not worth dwelling on unchangable pasts, or uncertain futures.
Like mella said... Finding youself IS hard. But it's so important to your longterm happiness and prosperity. You have to remeber that YOU are the center of your universe/existance, and there will be no true happiness in your life that is external. You'll only be able to enjoy mundane things when you've got a healthy flame of contentment burning within.
Good luck, I hope to talk to you soon.
~chad
 
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