Lost & Terrified

[User Name Here]

Morning Spoonfedmess
reach out 2 those who have offered u can private message them for the additional support you need right now! and that you deserve - they haven't offered for no reason - they know what you are going thru. dont be afraid or think u dont deserve it - it could be that that changes ur life for the better right now.
and ur boy needs you around - dont miss out on the wonderful years you are gonna have together. xxx

Exactly.

 

[dj_esky]

welcome to Bluelight spoonfedmess.

i started off snorting heroin before I was introduced to meth, I admit i;m a crazy drug addict, I'm trying to quit meth, weed and codeine. I admit I have gone through a big slip up this week, I was 2 months clean before last Tuesday, but i know I have to stay positive about cutting down and quitting and i will be stronger. this may seem hard, but it does get easier.

you have come to the right place and you should be proud that you have taken the first step towards a better future already.

everyone is here to help

 

[J@germe1ster]

Spoon- Just checking In hope your doing all right you have a lot of people here at TDS rooting for you!

 

[MySweetestFriend]

Hi,

This is my first post. Hope it doesn't come across like I'm trying to steal your moment.

Well, I signed up here because your story resonates with me: it's my story, except instead of a child to care for I have a half done degree.

I am on day 2 of my final DIY cold turkey attempt: if this fails, I am leaving this city, my degree, my relationship, and I am also leaving the needle closet. Because none of those things are as important to me as not being an addict any more.
I went to a GP to try to get something against the insomnia. She told me she couldn't help as I'd be back on the needles again next week. I don't know whether it was reverse psychology, but there's no way I'm breaking down now.

And yeah, I want to bang too, SO FREAKING MUCH.

Everyone's comments here have helped me feel a bit better, so thank you to everyone even though you weren't talking to me.

 

[starEkstasis]

hi spoon & also 2 mysweetestfriend - jus checkin in w you. hope ur doin ok, in sum way. keep checkin with us now and then. and mysweetest dont forget u have ur own needs too so why not write a thread for us and ask for a little help for yourself. maybe don't change all at once? mite be too much lettin go. i think we have 4 pillars that support us like job/course; finances; home; family/partner/friends. i now make sure i keep at least 1 or 2 stable while the other 2 change or crash. careful if u don't have any 2 support ur de-tox processc which will be longer than u think emotion-wise. cheers x star