Lost magic.. why & how to get it back

[thrilltokill]

yesterday me and my friend both dropped, we split a white speaker in half(180-220mg). in 45 minutes my friend was rolling balls and didn't stop until 12.. started at 8 & she only re-dosed once and that was just a quarter. i STARTED to come up, very euphoric and loving. i dropped 2nd half... but just in a matter of minutes, it was gone?

i keep asking and wondering to myself what made this happen -

1. could it be that I didn't wait a full month between rolls (17 days)?
- the only thing with this is... last time i dropped i didn't wait a full month either and that roll was completely fine.

2. could it be the dose difference/maybe a tolerance?
- the roll before this (17 days ago) i took a 150mg tab and re-dosed the same. could i have a tolerance that is building up?

3. did i not dose enough?
- searched around google for similar stories and found one that said he didn't

4.. anything else?

i know you're suppose to wait a month in between rolls & i have definitely learned that now.

i'm just trying to figure out what happened to the magic and how i can get it back.

 

[kah8]

*Dont suggest Dangerous Combos*

 

[Darksidesam]

the 30 day minimum wait is only a guideline.

You should wait longer realistically.
I have been using mdma for around 14 months now,

My waits used to be 30 days, but then i cranked it up to 40 days and now its even longer.
I take 100mg crystal mdma.

There are also foods you can include in your every day diet that will help increase serotonin levels between mdma doses.

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/entries/...equire-lower-dose-and-lessen-have-no-comedown.

But waiting is the most important thing to do.... Trust me on that, i ever so slightly felt the loss of magic at one point so i started spacing it 40 days +

 

[umfree14]

this ^ time is key. no substitute for time.

 

[Chesh]

180 / 2 = 90mg

wouldnt be enough for me to fully come up, could be the same problem for you.

 

[Hyades]

Also, if you had a full stomach, that could have slowed down the absorption-- especially for a dose on the low end.

 

[crobarkid99]

i envy u lucky bastards over there, if we get a pill in the states with half that mg amount its considered "high" nowadays. Must be nice to break a pill in 4 quarters and munch on that all night.

 

[thrilltokill]

thanks for all the replies. i did take the half on a empty stomach.

my best guess... i've been pretty depressed lately. maybe my low serotonin levels affected my roll.

either that or just a tolerance build up... which i do plan taking a BIG break on. i just hope (and pray) that that 'magic' isn't gone forever

i envy u lucky bastards over there, if we get a pill in the states with half that mg amount its considered "high" nowadays. Must be nice to break a pill in 4 quarters and munch on that all night.

i am aswell located in the states

 

[Darksidesam]

Serotonin Levels is your 'Tolerance' with mdma I think.

The less serotonin there is to release, the less fun your going to have right?

 

[5000m]

but just in a matter of minutes, it was gone?

Did you feel other amphetamine like effects and just no euphoria? A big break sounds like a good idea %)

It's very tempting when discovering mdma to get on it every other week and you can pretty much recover OK. However we know mdma is brutal on the body and we don't want permanent brain damage or to feel exhausted, depressed, confused and disorientated for long periods of time.

I've learned to respect the drug and my body, which means spacing out mdma usage as much as possible, it's now a personal challenge to see how long can I go without using, similar to aiming for a goal when doing strength or endurance training, it's quite satisfying

 

[TangerinO]

3. did i not dose enough?
- searched around google for similar stories and found one that said he didn't

I'm going to jump in and say that if a full white speaker, (which you did consume yeah or am I stoned and reading the post wrong?) you most definitely dosed high enough. They have 180 minimum more likely 200, so I'd say it's more to do with not waiting nearly long enough since your last roll. You say you took 300mg 17 days before? that's pretty self explanatory I would have thought.