lost less lost more somewhere in between

[afterthought87]

3 weeks clean from the the mind numbing miracle nightmare H biggest mindfuck of all time just trying to get some thought outta my head why oh why does doing the right thing have too make you feel sooooo wrong I guess just starting out neew tooo this whole thing and yeah I used too get lots of advice from this site now im the one I guess seeking it irony at its b est I know they all say its gets better the Constant q on my mind lately is how when and will it for me sooo many changes in sooo litt L e time did I 8verbook myself..?

 

[w0w0mg]

i know the feeling.
Just take it one day at a time.
I am recovering from H too so I know where you're coming from.
I am here for you!
The feelings do pass over time.