Tribal Hybridz
Bluelighter
Here we go again,
fallin back to where we began.
We both pretend we dont know,
we both smile like it doesnt bother.
But I can feel it, when you wont let go in a hug.
And you feel it, cause I wont let go either.
I am shy to kiss you, like I havent done it a thousand times before.
You shake when I hold you, like you fear Im going to nevercome back.
But your words, make no sense.
You speak like we dont know each other still,
maybe we dont.
Ive loved you 7 months now, even after you ripped out my heart.
I want to say goodbye, but when I get the strength to let you go, you must feel it like a vibration, because thats when you arrive.
Right when I can stand up and turn away from your unrelentless grasp, I run back into your arms.
and I know its just a game to you, and I know you would never ever feel the way I do.
But you pretend to love me, and it feels so good to be loved, I give in, though I know its just fake,its just poison. If only a true female could take me away from your hold, I would be free. But not a soul seems to know I exist. It feels so good to think about you, it feels so good to love you. And you eat it up like candy, though you dont even know of the damage your doing, because you have never tasted real kandy. And only if you knew of that complex siplicity of Love, maybe you would cry, once you realized that I am slowly dieing because of this facade of love I have pulled over my own eyes for you. Just to have you. And I dont even have you. And I dont need you, and I dont really want you. I just love you, and need you,and have to hold you, and have to see you, and have to love you. Because no one has ever done it the way I do, no one makes you feel the way I do. I know this because I see your pupils sparkle when you look into my eyes. But it seems you fear me, because you dont believe Im real. I can tell you and flow you and feel you all I want, but you just let it die in the air as I criple my heart slowly into this heart shaped box you have seemingly planned for my entrappment, so that when your ready to experence the energy I behold, you can onlock me, and set free. And I refuse it, but your youth and uncorrupted soul has me hooked until the day the clouds part for us. Until then, I await the true soul to release me from your grasp. Because I am lost in this wirlwind of care, and I know you care alot, but you dont love. maybe I dont love either, maybe its because I have never loved since the first time I dropped, until you. Maybe thats why, possibly still trapped in a puppy-love state that I dont wanna leave. But I hate to watch you throw yourself away, I hate to watch you not give a fuck about a world you know nothing about. Thats where we differ, I have seen and felt so much, but one thing I lack is so simple, a true love, a true partner. I have never felt that connection on this level, and I guess I will continue rippin my self off until I am truely knocked down by the one who is meant for me. Because it is not you, and with that, I still dont know what to do...
fallin back to where we began.
We both pretend we dont know,
we both smile like it doesnt bother.
But I can feel it, when you wont let go in a hug.
And you feel it, cause I wont let go either.
I am shy to kiss you, like I havent done it a thousand times before.
You shake when I hold you, like you fear Im going to nevercome back.
But your words, make no sense.
You speak like we dont know each other still,
maybe we dont.
Ive loved you 7 months now, even after you ripped out my heart.
I want to say goodbye, but when I get the strength to let you go, you must feel it like a vibration, because thats when you arrive.
Right when I can stand up and turn away from your unrelentless grasp, I run back into your arms.
and I know its just a game to you, and I know you would never ever feel the way I do.
But you pretend to love me, and it feels so good to be loved, I give in, though I know its just fake,its just poison. If only a true female could take me away from your hold, I would be free. But not a soul seems to know I exist. It feels so good to think about you, it feels so good to love you. And you eat it up like candy, though you dont even know of the damage your doing, because you have never tasted real kandy. And only if you knew of that complex siplicity of Love, maybe you would cry, once you realized that I am slowly dieing because of this facade of love I have pulled over my own eyes for you. Just to have you. And I dont even have you. And I dont need you, and I dont really want you. I just love you, and need you,and have to hold you, and have to see you, and have to love you. Because no one has ever done it the way I do, no one makes you feel the way I do. I know this because I see your pupils sparkle when you look into my eyes. But it seems you fear me, because you dont believe Im real. I can tell you and flow you and feel you all I want, but you just let it die in the air as I criple my heart slowly into this heart shaped box you have seemingly planned for my entrappment, so that when your ready to experence the energy I behold, you can onlock me, and set free. And I refuse it, but your youth and uncorrupted soul has me hooked until the day the clouds part for us. Until then, I await the true soul to release me from your grasp. Because I am lost in this wirlwind of care, and I know you care alot, but you dont love. maybe I dont love either, maybe its because I have never loved since the first time I dropped, until you. Maybe thats why, possibly still trapped in a puppy-love state that I dont wanna leave. But I hate to watch you throw yourself away, I hate to watch you not give a fuck about a world you know nothing about. Thats where we differ, I have seen and felt so much, but one thing I lack is so simple, a true love, a true partner. I have never felt that connection on this level, and I guess I will continue rippin my self off until I am truely knocked down by the one who is meant for me. Because it is not you, and with that, I still dont know what to do...
