lilAnGeL8825
Bluelighter
a lost friend
i thought about you today
only for a minute, then it went away
funny i didnt know what to do
it had been so long since i thought of you
i guess i thought the thoughts would end
but perhaps they never do with true friends
i cant really say whats torn us apart
but i can think of specifics that tied our hearts
all the time, we were always together
we never went anywhere without the other
we'd lay in bed, being lazy all day
listening for hours to what the other had to say
wed do things together that were nothing at all
but they meant everything to us, no matter how small
i dont really know when it all ended
perhaps it was because of the new people we befriended
i dont know where to go from here
its hard being here when youre over there
i didnt think that i would feel this way
of course, then again, i thought youd always stay
i dont think i was ready to let you go
it kills me now, theres so much u dont know
i think were making a big mistake
we cant afford to, theres too much at stake
theres a friendship we can have with no other
a connection that could never be with a different lover
now i fully understand what u say
'it didnt have to be physcial, it was emotional, there's no other way'
what we had was so much more
and as quickly as it came, it went right out the door
we both have other people in our lives, so many friends
and as close as we are, i cant pretend
i cant lie and say that i dont miss you
i cant lie and say that the other friends make do.
i cant because i dont want to
because more than anything, i want back with you.
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"As you wish" I LOVE YOU!
i thought about you today
only for a minute, then it went away
funny i didnt know what to do
it had been so long since i thought of you
i guess i thought the thoughts would end
but perhaps they never do with true friends
i cant really say whats torn us apart
but i can think of specifics that tied our hearts
all the time, we were always together
we never went anywhere without the other
we'd lay in bed, being lazy all day
listening for hours to what the other had to say
wed do things together that were nothing at all
but they meant everything to us, no matter how small
i dont really know when it all ended
perhaps it was because of the new people we befriended
i dont know where to go from here
its hard being here when youre over there
i didnt think that i would feel this way
of course, then again, i thought youd always stay
i dont think i was ready to let you go
it kills me now, theres so much u dont know
i think were making a big mistake
we cant afford to, theres too much at stake
theres a friendship we can have with no other
a connection that could never be with a different lover
now i fully understand what u say
'it didnt have to be physcial, it was emotional, there's no other way'
what we had was so much more
and as quickly as it came, it went right out the door
we both have other people in our lives, so many friends
and as close as we are, i cant pretend
i cant lie and say that i dont miss you
i cant lie and say that the other friends make do.
i cant because i dont want to
because more than anything, i want back with you.
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"As you wish" I LOVE YOU!
