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ultimateeuphoria

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Hey guys I've doing x for about one year know and something has happened.....It's losing the magic. Well sure my feeling is a million times better but i never feel euphoria any more. Is it because I do it weekly and I dont let my seratonin build back or what? Also all my friends are running around and still acting crazy like the old days...I mean i do it more...well alot more but I want the magic back. I always seem like exept for running around and stuff(what my friends are doing) I want to like go home and lay down or something like that. See im never that way And i need answers. I do not use 5-htp would you guys recommend it or what? Please post alot of information, I truely need it.
 
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Rolling every week is definitely not recommended at all. I have noticed adverse effects from using mdma once a month. By adverse effects I am talking about depression, moodiness, and anxiety. You are definitely abusing mdma and should take a nice long break.

I find that taking 5-htp after using mdma helps quite a bit. But please don't think that just because you are taking 5-htp that you can roll every weekend. There is no way that your brain can replenish it's supply of serotonin in a one week period.

The long term effects of mdma usage are unknown. It is believed at this point to be neurotoxic, but again, the extent is unknown.

Welcome to bluelight!! :)

Please be safe.
 
purplefirefly said:
The search engine is your friend :)

Rolling every week is definitely not recommended at all. I have noticed adverse effects from using mdma once a month. By adverse effects I am talking about depression, moodiness, and anxiety. You are definitely abusing mdma and should take a nice long break.

I find that taking 5-htp after using mdma helps quite a bit. But please don't think that just because you are taking 5-htp that you can roll every weekend. There is no way that your brain can replenish it's supply of serotonin in a one week period.

The long term effects of mdma usage are unknown. It is believed at this point to be neurotoxic, but again, the extent is unknown.

Welcome to bluelight!! :)

Please be safe.
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Do you think if i cut down atleast to everyother week or once a month will help? Sorry but I don't actually think I can quit....I am truly addicted
 
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Every other week is not going to be beneficial and neither is taking once a month at this point for you.

You really need to think about what you could possibly be doing to yourself and doing what you need to do to stay away from the drug for an extended period of time.

I'm sorry, but no one who is giving you good advice will tell you that what you are doing is okay. Sometimes the best advice is the hardest to hear.
 
You're not addicted. It's all in your head, seriously. We've all seen someone who needed a "fix" be it heroin or what not. MDMA is not physically addictive. You may be psychologically addicted to it, but with a break, you'll lose that too. I think we've all had that "honeymoon" phase with E where we want to do it all of the time. However, you have to give your body breaks and you need time to rebuild your seratonin. I second purplefirefly....be safe
 
purplefirefly said:
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Every other week is not going to be beneficial and neither is taking once a month at this point for you.

You really need to think about what you could possibly be doing to yourself and doing what you need to do to stay away from the drug for an extended period of time.

I'm sorry, but no one who is giving you good advice will tell you that what you are doing is okay. Sometimes the best advice is the hardest to hear.
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I know i know I need to stop. But like his comment below the whole "honey moon" thing is right. But the only reason i say addicted is because everytime im not in the slighest good mood i want it and it seems like everytime I get money...I call the guy up and wham. I also thought about trying to stop and like collect varies ones for a while but Im scared of poppin them.
 
take at least 3 months off, i suggest 6 or more. you need to let yourself completely recover before you can successfully roll again. I feel rolling even once a month is too frequent. You're not addicted, you just don't know what else to do on the weekend.
 
funks_hybrid said:
take at least 3 months off, i suggest 6 or more. you need to let yourself completely recover before you can successfully roll again. I feel rolling even once a month is too frequent. You're not addicted, you just don't know what else to do on the weekend.
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Well when i met once a week i was leaning towards a 1-3 times a week....and it is definately not just on the weekends....It so hard to hear those words ++Quit++ but I guess that is whats best for me.....because i do miss the old days where it donkey punched me and i ran around and had a blast.
 
ultimateeuphoria said:
I know i know I need to stop. But like his comment below the whole "honey moon" thing is right. But the only reason i say addicted is because everytime im not in the slighest good mood i want it and it seems like everytime I get money...I call the guy up and wham. I also thought about trying to stop and like collect varies ones for a while but Im scared of poppin them.
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Like the above poster said you are addicted psychologically. The best way to beat this is to remove yourself from the scene, delete your dealers number from your phone and if your friends aren't supportive of your decision then they really aren't your friends.

If you want to get the magic back then you need to give yourself a break, that is the only thing that is going to help you. :)
 
purplefirefly said:
Like the above poster said you are addicted psychologically. The best way to beat this is to remove yourself from the scene, delete your dealers number from your phone and if your friends aren't supportive of your decision then they really aren't your friends.

If you want to get the magic back then you need to give yourself a break, that is the only thing that is going to help you. :)
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Alright I am truly going to try and i will let you know personally in a week or so on my progress ok?
 
Good answers from all posters, well done guys and gals.

As suggested, the only way you will ever get those feelings back is to have a long long break.........its even possible it will never happen again, and its also possible you have already done some serious damage.

Your body is acting like this because you are abusing the drug........you can choose to listen or pay the price......... but unless you stop, things will only get worse.

Find another hobby.
 
Every week is way too much. I would say every month, but at this point I would take a long, extended break. After this break, I would suggest using once every 2-3 months or once every month at the minimum.

Sucks, but that's the nature of the drug. If you keep upping your doses instead of taking a break you could fuck yourself up permanently.
 
MazDan said:
its even possible it will never happen again, and its also possible you have already done some serious damage.

Your body is acting like this because you are abusing the drug........you can choose to listen or pay the price......... but unless you stop, things will only get worse.

Find another hobby.
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I would even go so far as to say that you will probably never get the initial magic back. That's just the nature of it, granted, you can get more "fucked up" on it, but that initial "wow" feeling probably won't return. I spent years in the rave scene in the late 90s, the first few months, the high was incredibly euphoric, but after that, it changed. Even after a 2year break from ecstacy, with good pills, that "wow" feeling wasn't there. I know it might suck to hear this, but going all out with it like it sounds like you have been doing, you may have killed any chance of that initial euphoria :( And then again, you may not have, everyone is different. Just take a long break from it like people in this thread have been saying, who knows, you may get lucky :)
 
hey but ya im srry to say because i used to be the same exact way you were every week soem tiems twice a week i didtn stop for liek a year in a half but truly u can take 5htp and a bunch off other vitamins but in the end the only solution is to take a brake time heals all
 
I have been there and it sucks, thank god my dealer at the time lost his connects and couldn't get me anything. After 2 weeks i didn't have the urge to roll and decided to take a 7 month break. Now i have reduced my use to once every 2 months
 
stop fcking stressing about losing the magic.. if your just like: OH GOD DUDE THIS ROLL ISNT AS GOOD AS MY FIRST ONE MAN IM NOT ROLLING HARD OH FUCK OH FUCK " when your pilling your just nullifying the effects yourself. MDMA tolerance is kind of weird.. it never seems to go away.. i will agree to that. i used to take 2 pills and be floored all night.. it takes like 6-8 to have a good time for the entire rave now a days.. but its still awesome.. and i dont sweat it, im just tryin to have a good time.

lol theres 2 ways of thinking about it or explaining it ( i have especially noticed this on blue light) :: everyone loses the magic, or pills just keep getting shittier every year =D =D =D thats the one i choose to believe. pills just suck now a days and you have to eat like 5 to get the effect of 1 good pill bakc in the day .... right guys??? ;)
 
absent minded said:
stop fcking stressing about losing the magic.. if your just like: OH GOD DUDE THIS ROLL ISNT AS GOOD AS MY FIRST ONE MAN IM NOT ROLLING HARD OH FUCK OH FUCK " when your pilling your just nullifying the effects yourself. MDMA tolerance is kind of weird.. it never seems to go away.. i will agree to that. i used to take 2 pills and be floored all night.. it takes like 6-8 to have a good time for the entire rave now a days.. but its still awesome.. and i dont sweat it, im just tryin to have a good time.

lol theres 2 ways of thinking about it or explaining it ( i have especially noticed this on blue light) :: everyone loses the magic, or pills just keep getting shittier every year =D =D =D thats the one i choose to believe. pills just suck now a days and you have to eat like 5 to get the effect of 1 good pill bakc in the day .... right guys??? ;)
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Oh, I never meant to say that it wasn't still fun. You will still be able to roll hard and have a blast. However, that wide-eyed childlike amazement that you initially got when you FIRST started taking it goes away.
 
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