Losing (Control)

[plazma]

Its a sunny day and I've
Lost control of life
Caught in that
Instant of shock as it slips out of my grasp
Before it shatters on the cement footpath
Into a billion shards, tiny pieces of me
There's children playing in that park
Laughing, screaming, voices raised
How can a sky be blue yet grey?
I ask why too much
Almost felt like I was losing you today
Don't ask me why, please don't
Cut adrift in the sea, a tide of events
Sweeping me off my feet
Far out, away from land or friends
Was my anchor just a figment
Of my overactive imagination?
Why don't I have th courage
To say to you what I should?
I'm just lost today, I whisper
Like yesterday and tomorrow
Serenity won't answer the phone...
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I wrote this the other day, sitting on a bench with a couple of pigeons playing around my feet, trying to not let the tears come out from under my sunglasses. It was just one of those days. Its not really necessarily a description of whats happening to me, just look upon it as a work of fiction.
-plaz out-

 

[Vaile*]

Far out, away from land or friends
Was my anchor just a figment
Of my overactive imagination?
Nice work plazma.

 

[harraser]

dude when I read the title to this I was kinda worried about opening it, I really didnt feel like reading anything too sad today, I dont think Im up to it. But when I read this, despite the fact that it is kinda sad, it really made me feel better....I dont know why, but who cares as long as it helps, so thanks a lot for making this day a little more ok for me plaz.

 

[Queen Beat]

.... I really hope this was fiction.
It actually makes me sad that you can write about pain so well....don't ask me why....it just does.
Smile honey, tomorrow night will be comforting chaos

How can a sky be blue yet grey?
I ask why too much
You are the person who asks the unanswerable questions and it's not a bad thing.

 

[E-girl]

I'm just lost today, I whisper
Like yesterday and tomorrow
Serenity won't answer the phone...
...fabulous.