raoulduke
Bluelighter
Last night i was sober, and had 4mg of lorazepam after which i had major visual hallucinations. I rememered that i once had 2.5-3mg or so of lorazepam in my earlier days and i smoked weed on them and then i got hit with a FULL ON PSYCHEDELIC, PSYCHEDELIC, trip that not even my mushroom trips could have created as strong as it was. I was overtaken with a sharp enhacement of colours and on the street trying to get home from one building to my building literally across the street from each other, me on my bike at nighttime scared as hell cuz i was so high, i pulled my bike to the side because i seen HUGE truck come in the middle of the street when there wasnt no truck. Then when i got inside my house i could see a whole psychedelic mulitcoloured GALACY of little people and little men (lego men changing colors in all the colors of the rainbow and glowing like high digital immages), when closing my eyes i would see myself with an aceien egyptian cat face in a jesus position crucifiction like but warrior like, 'crucified' to a circle that would spin up, down, left, right and change rotations in turn making me nasious, poistioned somewhere in the universe. All the while all this immagery accompanied by a strong psychedelic frutopia. All in all i remember it was way to overwhelming, but not too good, not too bad. This got me thinking after what happend last night, last night without weed, it was much more mellow of course but i would look on my wall at a huge portrait of a black woman thats naked and her legs would move around and her tits would move around, her face, it was like she was alive, i spent about 1 hour watching this lol. Anyways the trip from Lorazepam in my opinion is A MILLION times better than the Ambien or Imovane trip, because of theyre horrible afertaste which lorazepam doesnt have. Im in no means promoting it, its not THAT good, as a matter of fact when taken by itself the trip is kinda similar to Imovane though not even close with regards to aftertaste, head feel (Ambien makes you really confused, Lorazepam at a high does its like the way you think on a high dose of Lorazepam, its undescribable you have all these stange ideas in your head, kind of 'psychedelic like' almost but your not as confused on it, tough still confusion can occur), also the visuals compared one to another are different, Ambien is more..uhm...whats the word i dont know what more else i can say if anyone else can add anything or comment please do, im out for the night. Good night ladies and gentlmen, i love you all, i love you mwwaaaa
