Well I've done these types of binges on and off for the last few years. Sometimes I wouldn't binge for several months and other times I would binge a couple times a month. Generally I wouldn't have very many withdrawal symptoms (usually just twitching, insomnia and anxiety) but I certainly did on my last binge about a month ago and it really freaked me out... I had a very frightening experience where I was sure I was about to die. Looking back, it was most likely just a really bad anxiety attack. I've dealt with anxiety my whole life but it never got to the point where I thought I would die. I wasn't myself at all for a while.
Like I said, my fear is a seizure. I've also been having some dull chest pains/aches which are worrisome. Is that normal? I'm honestly never gonna fuck around with this shit again. I took 1 mg today, I'll take another tonight then go down to just 1 mg at night and then split my last pill into 2 I guess.
I realize it's hard to generalize, but I'm guessing seizures usually occur when you're using high doses for a long period of time.... correct? What kind of damage am I doing to my body by tapering so quickly?