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Lorazepam (Ativan) - funny, evil ativan sleep dep trip

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im going to post some of the craziest shit. about ativan, sleep deprivation. like 2 and half days maybe three days. because i was detoxing from 15 maybe more. days of hard core drinking. when i quit drinking, i puked 7 times in 24 hours! totally sucked. i was in a lot of pain and paniking abit from some of the shit i did while drunk. (another story). then my friend gave me 2mg of ativan ease the anxiety. we didnt know not to do ativan under severe sleep deprivation.

well.

i "tripped" so hard and saw such funny weird and evil stories into full blown life. i've only hallucinated this hard from 24 dramamine.! it was the usual open your eyes and your in youre house but close them and SHIT!! i forgot most of the first ones they were long and changed so fast and i had very little body function. so i just laid in bed most of the time experiencing a nightmare or a comedy or a nothing and when i couldnt take it or the story ended. i opened my eyes. this occured for over ten hours. actually it still hurts and i have visuals after 22. after about 7 hours i was able to function enough and thought about writing them down. i'd close my eyes, watch a script to the end, open them and write what i saw as fast i could, trying to not blink.

here are a few of the stories. some are for the light hearted, and i feel really bad about myself for the really evil ones.

i am transcribing exactly what i wrote and what could read from the skratch that was my handwriting of the hour. on occasion i remember a few more details and have added.

1) 2 ships potatoed. police arrive. its giant potatoes. 5 feet wide. backing into harbor, one falls out between dive boards. tries to pull out. looks like giant ball sack. one of police is gay and goes for it.


2) lost and found gets call for lady on motorbike in blue for 12 guage and hyperdeximal painkiller. they give it to her thru the drive through window. then shes shot on sight by laser gun.

( i think the hyper thing was a silver pill thrown on the ground and turned into a fleshless T100)

3) guy gets call from wife to pick up food. she wants chicken thunder. he wants chicken pound her.

4) black guy runs downstairs to deliver package out front door. its sliding glass and broken opening and shutting so fast he throws the first package into first bin and 2nd into 2n bin. gets called leaves hand in door. gets all fingers chopped off and screams someone get me a stapler!!! its a pretty clean cut should be fine

ok this ones a little fucked up. causes its in full blood and parts. (view is her sitting looking away on motorcycle from you, guy is on her left looking into her eyes)

5) 2 spies. B&W. but attracted. he shoots her in the side of the head. she says you want to skull fuck me? so you see it. 2 fingers in and out a few times. bloody. then through her head he grabs her. kisses her. she fades away.

6) 2 tubes. blue light. very high. very fast like laser beams. tubes with packages inside falling. fast. end at very narrow beach to sea. 2 birthday cakes pop out. very slowly land 1ft from ocean. they sink into the sea.

7) Winner of largest bride contest. shown 600 chicks. picks 50. only gets one.
jacks off and sprays them all

8) gangster gets held up boy in alley. says give me all your money. real quik gives him $220. except they are all plastic wrapped and obviously fake with IOU notes inside. then one of the bills is for $110. 2x50s a 5 and a 2.50. gangster says i owe you the last 2.50.

9) so the guy with 4 cut off fingers on left hand is a security guard and a bank. is showing off his handywork when robbers storm in grabs the gun in his right holster with his left hand. swings arm to shoot. gun and fingers fly out landing bouncing on floor killing everyone except robbers

hoped you like it. my sleep dep again. shit gotta go.


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Most likely you were just experiencing a combination of delirious tremens (DT's) from alcohol withdrawal and sleep deprivation. Perhaps the ativan made them more pronounced.
 
definite OD

turns out im am still tripping 83 hours after taking them. thi is starting to suck! any ways to counter act it? my adverse effects are . paradoxical, extreme panick atacks and hyper senstivity. i took them when i was still drunk. ataxia, and acute narrow angle glaucoma. ???
 
Man, that is not the effect of the Ativan. Those are typical severe alcohol withdrawals and delirium tremors! They can cause seizures and death if you're not careful. Ativan is actually used to help stop DTs. It's just a coincidence they came at the same time you took the Ativan.

You should probably:

1. Go to a hospital
2. If you're not going to do that, take more Ativan (or better yet Valium if you have it) to reduce the possibility of brain damage, death, and seizures.

Follow this chart (go to Table 2):

http://www.aafp.org/afp/980700ap/miller.html

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This is just my recommendation, and I'm not a doctor, but I am worried for you. There's the possibility that I'm wrong (which is why you should go to a hospital right away), but I think that's a pretty clear case of Alcohol Withdrawal Syndrome to me.
 
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