Well I'm pretty new here and my words may fall on def ears but if I can help just one person then its worth it. So here we go. As I recently stated in another thread I've been addicted to opiates since 2006. It all began with an injury an injury an sustained in Iraq. "not combat related" and I was prescribed perc 5mg and quickly became addicted. And the real battle began from then on out. Since that time I have used every type of opiate known to me ranging from lortab 2.5mg to fentanyl, roxy, opana, and so on. I've only tried heroin once and I loved it so much and thank god I don't have a supplier for it. Anyway the point im trying to make is that I have experienced a lot of different opiate highs. So currently today for reasons unknown to me I am no longer physically addicted. No withdrawal at all. But mentally I am still chained to the opiates. Very severe depression overwhelms me without it. So I began researching a way to over come this. I come across a few different remedies but the most promising was loperamide. Upon learning that it itself is an opiate very closely related to fentanyl I was astonished. Further research concluded that loperamide doesn't cross the blood brain barrier in a significant amount at normal doses. But high doses overwhelms the barrier and allows it into the brain. Also these barriers called pgp inhibitors that prevent the drug from entering the brain can be slowed down by chemicals that inhibit them. One drug called Prozac does just that. Well it just so happens that I'm on that medication. So I quickly downed a total of about 60mg of loperamide and within 2hrs I felt my mood lifting. I felt better, much much better.was I high? Not exactly. I would describe it as going to the methadone clinic and how you feel after your dose. It's hard to describe. But later I took 1,000mg of neurontin and omg it was amazing. I completely did not expect to feel this good from it. Later on that night I took my seroquel and I was absolutely blitzed. My pupils were smaller than I ever saw kinda like when you get really high on methadone. It was very euphoric. When I got a good opiate high I like to sharpen my knives and last night I found myself doing just that. So what was it that got me high from the loperamide I can't say for sure. But my meds that I take daily definitely did the job. So today I cut my loperamide dose to 24mg along with 80mg Prozac and 1,000mg neurontin. And I feel great. I'm not high and that's not what I'm after. I just want to feel better in my head. And this did the trick. Thank you for reading this, I hope it can help with someone. Also I want to point out that I have normal bowell movements, no different than being on any other opiate. We are pioneers of our own mind. Thank you all.!! !!!!! liberate through exxemus!!
