Wow, this is still going on?
I'm sorry I ever brought this up. Yeah, you can get high on loperamide if you really try, but it ain't worth it. It becomes an addiction just like any other, and even worse because the high isn't consistent. It takes several days between doses to 'reset' your chemistry, or whatever. Hell, I dunno. I'm not a fucking scientist.
For somebody going through withdrawals, it's a lifesaver. Use it in high doses, taper down from it, and when you're clean don't look back, ever EVER again.
I see this old community, and all of the drug seekers and addicts and the whole culture, and I think... I used to be a part of all that. It's hard to believe. Drugs will fuck your shit up, permanently, if you let them, and it's a nasty trap that's almost impossible to avoid once you're an addict. I don't know why I was saved from it, but I pray for all of you guys, that you'll all escape from the fucked up trap and the lie that drugs whisper sweetly into your ears.
That's it, carry on.