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http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/739263-untested-MDMA-100-200mg-Ok-I-ll-buy-a-testing-kit-now

First off, hello! I'm new here, but have lurked whilst researching! %)
Probably a good idea to read my post about my 4th experience with MDMA. Unfortunately, I am only now buying a testing kit (will be here in 3 days) out of curiosity. Our sources have been friends, and they always have their own little stash since they like to roll at least once a month, sometimes a lot more. And they warned us that this was strong, but they did a lot more due to their high tolerance. I go about 6 months in between.
I really like the analyze what I'm experiencing when taking any sort of drug, and most cases I can derive possible reasons for any sort of reactions. This trip I'm either attributing that it was very pure, and we took way too much, or it was cut with something of the not so pleasant sort.
There's no way to know our exact dosage since we didn't split it up with a scale handy, but I took around the 200mg range (typical for me previously) and S/O took around 300mg. We're both tall and built like brick houses, I'm 5'10, 195 lbs, he's 6'1 205 lbs. No medications, eat fairly clean and healthy, well hydrated on a day to day basis.
S/O is having a shit comedown, shaking, can't concentrate, feeling really really emotionally shitty, and seems a little bit regretful (telling me that he wouldn't know what he'd if something had happened to me etc)
Mine's not so bad, I felt more affectionate and cuddly yesterday, and feel hungover and foggy. Today I feel more depersonalized, like I'm not quite inside my body (I've depersonalized for 2 weeks from some incredibly potent hash fudge)
Also think we're both experiencing some symptoms of liver toxicity, S/O stated I looked tanned yesterday and thought it was just from my costume makeup, but I noticed he too was on the yellow side. Just a tinge, nothing in the whites of eyes. I could assume it was from a buildup of bilirubin in our bloodstreams from not being able to urinate for 9 or 10 hours. With that,(TMI) I noticed bright yellow stool today, which is a sign of the bilirubin being excreted.
So now I feel really stupid for putting that shit in my body without testing it, and not sure if I'll do it again, S/O was on the "no fucking way are we ever taking that shit again" side of things, but I know I'll have that itch again for those few good times we had on it!

Annd he's the only one I can really discuss things like this with, so I thought I'd let some internet strangers discuss and give input/thoughts/similar experiences as well!
 
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Hey Cereals, welcome to bluelight. It could have been any number of chemicals you took since you didn't test it, so the following reply is only valid in case it is MDMA, we can't speculate here on what it could or couldn't have been as we simply can't know judging by just a description of effects. Do not take more of that stash until you test it, you could hurt yourself obviously if it isn't MDMA. Though I think you've got that covered already following this ordeal, I just wanted to mention it again

That being said, if it was MDMA that could have been a normal reaction to taking way too much yeah. I've had it before a few times. One moment you're talking with friends and the next you're outside smoking a cig without knowing how you got there. Coupled with this extremely vivid hallucinations and open-eyed dreams can occur. I once had a very vivid dream about bathing under a waterfall while, or so my mates told me, standing in the middle of the dancefloor with my eyes open, only to 'wake up' or rather snap out of it and realize it's a mate pouring water over my head. On another occasion I hallucinated that there were gnomes with lanterns running around in tall grass around me. In reality there was only a concrete dancefloor. I also had periods of extreme confusion where I couldn't even understand people anymore, I heard the sounds coming out of their mouths but my brain didn't process them into words anymore. All this is amplified by smoking weed. And this is in extreme cases, +500mg for me, in lower doses but still in overdose-territory you're going to get milder versions of those symtoms. I always hallucinate when I roll by the way (only if I smoke weed) no matter the dose, but I know of only 3 others on bluelight that react the same, none in real life so that's pretty rare. So yeah it could have been an overdose on MDMA, or it could have been something else other than MDMA, test that shit =D Also if the yellow skin colour doesn't go away soon or worsens, see a doctor
 
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! I was also very confused! It would have been nicer if my hallucinations weren't so dark and creepy feeling. My test kit will be here in two or three days, curiosity is bugging me.
Our friends would think anything that Messes you up like that is awesome.
Our skin seems to be back to normal, but I'm keeping an eye on my honey because the comedown hit him hardest. I'm still wide awake and actually feeling pretty good, apart from the brain fog. I don't think I will sleep tonight. Have been taking vit C, a linoleic acid, along with our usual vitamins.
 
Alright, thanks for the update! Good to hear you're ok. Let us know what the testkit identifies it as, I'm kind of curious :D take care!
 
So last night, as I'm trying to fall asleep, I'm experiencing a ton of brain zaps. They make my body twitch, and quite unpleasant. Also was still experiencing auditory and visual disturbances, hearing strange noises/voices/distant music unless I put on some white noise. I had a greyscale kaleidoscope effect in the darkness and when I closed my eyes. I did manage to have a broken sleep with strange and vivid dreams. This morning, so 3 days after, start experience brain zaps (which I never even got coming off SSRIs years ago) and still having visual disturbances. So I'm off to work in a couple hours, and am praying I'm not brain dead enough to majorly fuck up any of my jobs. :(
 
Coupled with this extremely vivid hallucinations and open-eyed dreams can occur. I once had a very vivid dream about bathing under a waterfall while, or so my mates told me, standing in the middle of the dancefloor with my eyes open, only to 'wake up' or rather snap out of it and realize it's a mate pouring water over my head. On another occasion I hallucinated that there were gnomes with lanterns running around in tall grass around me. In reality there was only a concrete dancefloor.


I Have never heard of this happening to anyone but me! What does this mean? It's it normal? Is there a thread where I can read more on this? I Hallucinate mainly in the dark but dang I've never heard of anyone else experiencing the same thing!
 
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So last night, as I'm trying to fall asleep, I'm experiencing a ton of brain zaps. They make my body twitch, and quite unpleasant. Also was still experiencing auditory and visual disturbances, hearing strange noises/voices/distant music unless I put on some white noise. I had a greyscale kaleidoscope effect in the darkness and when I closed my eyes. I did manage to have a broken sleep with strange and vivid dreams. This morning, so 3 days after, start experience brain zaps (which I never even got coming off SSRIs years ago) and still having visual disturbances. So I'm off to work in a couple hours, and am praying I'm not brain dead enough to majorly fuck up any of my jobs. :(
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This is also quite normal after taking a too high dose. Just wait it out, it will start to fade away soon. Do the regular: exercise, healthy food and no drugs for a while. You'll be fine. Imagine how you feel after a night of very heavy drinking? With MDMA those after-effects can linger a while longer than with alcohol, but just as well they will pass as soon as your body recovers. Every drug has its repercussions when dosed too high
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I Have never heard of this happening to anyone but me! What does this mean? It's it normal? Is there a thread where I can read more on this? I Hallucinate mainly in the dark but dang I've never heard of anyone else experiencing the same thing!
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Haha yeah there is. Extreme hallucinations are rare but there are a few examples in that thread. For most people, hallucinating on MDMA means they have taken a bit too much or way too much so that's probably the case for you too. Adjust your dose accordingly if this is the case. For me it's different. If I smoke weed, and only if I smoke weed during my roll I get hallucinations even on normal doses. And though it's rare, I know for a fact I'm not the only one that experiences this. These hallucinations are insanely life-like. Somewhere in that thread I describe them in detail

To emphasize: it's not guaranteed that the OP experienced this because of MDMA, could be something different
 
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when I used to roll back in the 90's. I would sometimes have vivid waking dreams and sometimes even talk to these people to only snap out of it and have everybody laughing. They called it shooting salad when you talked nonsense. It was definitely MDMA confirmed on pill reports. Dutch pills clean. They didn't really have fake rolls back then. I also took MDA confirmed once and at the end of the roll I started to see patterns similiar to LSD but diffrent but I don't know how to explain it and I would get urine retention alot. I would have to pee so bad but I couldn't. I was just abusing it way to much. I would have to sit down for hours waiting when I felt like I had to pee so badly.
 
OK I have to go to work, but I I'm posting my quick analysis from the test results.
Marquis: quickly turns bright yellow then dark purple to black. All in under 5 seconds.
Mandelin: very quick yellowy/brown/orange to black/dark brown.
Mecke: Had the Green to black reaction along with brown to black.

I will test again tonight on a plate to get a better look. It looks like it def had Mdma/mdea/mda in it. I'm thinking maybe mda or mdea because of the lack of emotions/empathy and lack of good feeling in your body.
Buddy claims he did his entire 5 grams over that weekend!
 
Marquis and mandelin aren't suppuse to be yellow/orange before turning purple/black. With marquis yellow/orange and then purple/black is a sign of (meth)amphetamine, mixed in with MDxx. 2C-B and a lot of other 2C-substances also turn yellow with marquis.
 
That's not cool. I'll try get some pictures so it's out here in the Internet world for Google warriors like me.
 
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Marquis and mandelin aren't suppuse to be yellow/orange before turning purple/black. With marquis yellow/orange and then purple/black is a sign of (meth)amphetamine, mixed in with MDxx. 2C-B and a lot of other 2C-substances also turn yellow with marquis.
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amphetamines are usually (a kind of dirty) orange. a bright yellow is likely to be methylone.

anyway, it's definitely adulterated (and they apparently tried to conceal that fact by adding a pinch of mdxx...)
 
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