Secobarbital
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- Feb 11, 2010
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I disagree here about how OC or any opiate cant be chipped. Ive been chipping oxy for 6 years using 1-3 times a week every week. In those 6 years there was only 2 times where i used more than that, 5days straight and 6days straight respectively. Actually in the last 1.5 years ive been using less than i used to. Opies are my only friend and ive still managed this. It can be done. Atleast for a time...
Ive also used-Heroin-Morphine-Fentanyl(100ug patch buccally,held in mouth for 12 hours, this after 6days of no opie use)-Hydrocodone-Hydromorphone-Methadone etc.. I know im such an odd exception. Point being im not ignorant to opies.
My tolerance is ridic though, i started on 40mg of oxy when most people say 20mg should knock a noob out. So maybe ive got some wierd shit going on in my head(physically) when it comes to opies.
...Having said that Secobarbital is completely correct in all he has said. I can admit if i didnt have such high natural tolerance and as such could afford to do it all day, fuck at this point in my life i so would, theres that point where you just dont care anymore and say fuck it. Yeah it will take hold of anybody eventually. I feel it, you will feel it much quicker than I most likely.
Still so far from being addicted though. I like being dependent.![]()
I'm kinda on that level at this point, but it's a money thing to some extent. I won't ever go out blowing money like I used too on pills, but I hate the 2-3 times per week I do them. It just takes a trigger, which for me was a bad relationship crashing and burning. I got the fuckits and did oxy a lot for a long time. I was also getting them cheap b/c this was when I got 80's for $30. It took years for me to get bad off, but once you go there, you can't come back. You're taking days off is what has saved you. I take days off all the time now, and rarely go for more than 3 days. I still crave them strongly all the time, and it never goes away. I have a constant war in my head, I have to constantly fight the urge to do pain pills. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. It's one hell of a burden to carry. Just be careful man, if you do ever get a good physical dependence going, it could own you too. While there are people out there that are truly impervious to addiction, its probably a 1 in 10,000 kinda thing.