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Oleander

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Hi everyone on BL. Like the title says, Ive been reading the blogs and forums for awhile and have now decided to make a profile. (Used tar for 5 years on and off with the help of suboxone as well as coke) been IV-ing for about a year and smoked/snorted the years before then. I suppose that’s about it for right now, thanks everyone! ?
 
Greetings Oleander!

It's always a pleasure converting long time lurkers!

I can't do H without throwing up.. bleh. And the shit that makes other people nod just makes me tired and bored. Do you have plans to quit? If not no judgement. What other hobbies do you have?

Welcome to Bluelight :)
 
Greetings Oleander!

It's always a pleasure converting long time lurkers!

I can't do H without throwing up.. bleh. And the shit that makes other people nod just makes me tired and bored. Do you have plans to quit? If not no judgement. What other hobbies do you have?

Welcome to Bluelight :)
Hi thanks for replying. Black will make me vomit if I haven’t done it in a while so I get it. It’s gross but I’m used to it lol. I’ve tried quitting many many times. I’ve been to rehab 8 times in about 4 years. It’s a lot I know. I haven’t completed all of them though but I do want to stay clean, I just fuck up sometimes and will use, or “relapse”, even after I haven’t done it in awhile. Yesterday was the first time I did h in like 4-5 months. What kind of things are you into? I love reading and music, especially 90s Seattle sound and everything that went along with that decade! ?.
 
I love 90s like Nirvana, matchbox 20, rage against the machine, Dave Matthews band, etc. Favorite author? I like Stephen King, read probably 30 of his 70.

Also video games and long walks in the city.

Hey, that's awesome you held off for 5 months. Check out The Dark Side or Sober Living forums if you want to tell your story to very supportive people.

Enjoy!
 
I love 90s like Nirvana, matchbox 20, rage against the machine, Dave Matthews band, etc. Favorite author? I like Stephen King, read probably 30 of his 70.

Also video games and long walks in the city.

Hey, that's awesome you held off for 5 months. Check out The Dark Side or Sober Living forums if you want to tell your story to very supportive people.

Enjoy!
Awesome! I love all those 90s bands too, especially Alice In Chains. I have a tattoo dedicated to them actually.

I have many favorite authors, all depends on what I’m feeling atm. But I suppose favorite of all time would have to be Sylvia Plath. I haven’t read any Stephen king but I love a lot of his old movies and have always wanted to read something of his, so maybe I will ?.

And I will definitely check out that forum. Thanks!
 
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