Shalamadingdong74
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 1, 2019
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Hi everyone! Excited to finally have an account and be able to interact with all of you.
I started reading bluelight 4 or 5 years ago when i was a young user - heroin is my first love, meth my second. Over the last few years I've been to treatment 3 times, but i havent made it more than 6 months sober. Chalk it up to learning experiences, i guess.
Currently using IV meth daily and heroin a couple times a week.
I've had my fair share of mental health issues as well. Depression and anxiety run a muck in my home, not to mention some personality disorders that seem to be exponentially harder to handle when using.
I'm hoping to find support in finally getting sober - kind of ironic for my favorite drug site. I'm not a kid anymore, my life has totally changed and I can't put off getting clean any longer (although the needle is very good at convincing me otherwise). I've used bluelight in the past (and present) to research IV mishaps, harm reduction and effects of drug combos for both myself and my close friends. I've been seen as the smart one of the group for a long time.... little do they know I just search through threads here lol.
I'm a young 20s girl from MN, I have an amazing family, I love listening to music and writing. Learning is an absolute passion - particularly psychology, marketing, and neurological effects of drugs. I'm always interested in recommendations for threads I haven't discovered yet!
Thank you, existing members, for being a huge help over the years. Your contributions have made a world of difference in my personal health and safety. I hope my contributions can give back even 1% what I've received. Excited to meet you all and be a part of the team
I started reading bluelight 4 or 5 years ago when i was a young user - heroin is my first love, meth my second. Over the last few years I've been to treatment 3 times, but i havent made it more than 6 months sober. Chalk it up to learning experiences, i guess.
Currently using IV meth daily and heroin a couple times a week.
I've had my fair share of mental health issues as well. Depression and anxiety run a muck in my home, not to mention some personality disorders that seem to be exponentially harder to handle when using.
I'm hoping to find support in finally getting sober - kind of ironic for my favorite drug site. I'm not a kid anymore, my life has totally changed and I can't put off getting clean any longer (although the needle is very good at convincing me otherwise). I've used bluelight in the past (and present) to research IV mishaps, harm reduction and effects of drug combos for both myself and my close friends. I've been seen as the smart one of the group for a long time.... little do they know I just search through threads here lol.
I'm a young 20s girl from MN, I have an amazing family, I love listening to music and writing. Learning is an absolute passion - particularly psychology, marketing, and neurological effects of drugs. I'm always interested in recommendations for threads I haven't discovered yet!
Thank you, existing members, for being a huge help over the years. Your contributions have made a world of difference in my personal health and safety. I hope my contributions can give back even 1% what I've received. Excited to meet you all and be a part of the team
, i was a long time lurker like you before i decided to create an account and hop into the BL wagon, trust me ppl here are very nice and u get to interact with a lot of highly intelligent people from all over the world. This site has saved my life countless times and has made me a smarter person regarding to drugs. Feel free to PM me if you wanna talk about anything, if you have problems, info about something, you can also use the lounge if you wanna chill with other ppl(sometimes the conversations get really interesting) welcome again and nice that you finally decided to create an account. Cheers, NZN ?
