I have temporal lobe seizures according to my last scan during a sleep study, I have profound insomnia, my "record" was 6 days and I was found in my driveway at 16 by my parents laying outside of my running truck in park with one shoe missing. What those seizures supposedly do is cause what should be a steady beat at rest states to be random like a drunken snare drummer. That's natural, but only when fight or flight is needed. This also plays into my anxiety disorder. I finally saw a proper doctor and got these things under control, cool side note, it's widely believed that Van Goh had the same disorder. Look up "starry night" and that was how I saw the world for the most part until I got proper medication. Also doing tons of psychedelics probably didn't help, full disclosure.
Much love,
FRF
Did someone up there just say 13 days?!? Wow. Just...no words.