Hi guys. I really don't know why I've taken so long to register on BL especially considering I'll register on websites I've been on ONCE at the drop of a hat, and I've been using the Holy Trilogy - Bluelight / DF / Erowid more enjoyably and just more for years... Since as long as I remember using the Internet.
I used to proudly describe myself as a polydrug using psychonaut musician, and now I not-so-proudly (but also with a lot less societal shame than most people with similar descriptions) describe myself as an opiate addict. In fact today is my second ever day of methadone maintenance. I started using heroin at the end of 2013 as an alternative to suicide. I'd been working in London at a fairly OK job for 3 years at that point but decided to come back to where I hail from (Devon in the west country part of Britain) and yeah, be a junkie because I figured hurting the ones I love that much still wouldn't be as bad as killing myself. Very very often I question that value judgement however.
I type very quickly so you might get bored of seeing my shit around if I get into the swing of things. I hope to contribute some back of the support, love and laughs I've gotten from this site and its incredible community. I tend to always be that guy in the group described almost insultingly as a drug nerd. I don't pretend I know everything though, or really anything. Always learning. Nothing scarier than an unchangeable fact, and we just voted to leave the EU which is terrifyingly stupid of us. HELLO BLUELIGHT!!! Xxx
I used to proudly describe myself as a polydrug using psychonaut musician, and now I not-so-proudly (but also with a lot less societal shame than most people with similar descriptions) describe myself as an opiate addict. In fact today is my second ever day of methadone maintenance. I started using heroin at the end of 2013 as an alternative to suicide. I'd been working in London at a fairly OK job for 3 years at that point but decided to come back to where I hail from (Devon in the west country part of Britain) and yeah, be a junkie because I figured hurting the ones I love that much still wouldn't be as bad as killing myself. Very very often I question that value judgement however.
I type very quickly so you might get bored of seeing my shit around if I get into the swing of things. I hope to contribute some back of the support, love and laughs I've gotten from this site and its incredible community. I tend to always be that guy in the group described almost insultingly as a drug nerd. I don't pretend I know everything though, or really anything. Always learning. Nothing scarier than an unchangeable fact, and we just voted to leave the EU which is terrifyingly stupid of us. HELLO BLUELIGHT!!! Xxx
