Been a prolonged moderate to heavy H user for quite some time ... From Central NY, accepted new job and placed in Cranberry/Pittsburgh PA area for a week training, spent hours trying to street copp in cranberry and Pitts to no avail, had a bite but it was a big jerk around ... Since arrival haven't had a wink of sleep no stranger to withdrawal but I don't have my wife or my kids for support, feel so alone and helpless, people should remember the torture of their withdrawals and keep it in mind before they toy with somebody and then ditch them for shits and giggles .... Remember your hollowness and enjoy it so you might resuscitate a portion of the conscience you probably used to have ..
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long time H user in new city
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Papaverium
Bluelighter
Hey there, welcome to Bluelight!
I can relate to you with the hollowness, it's at least good to know someone out there feels the same as you, it's reassuring in a sense... makes you not feel as hollow.
Smoky
Bluelight Crew
Hi,
Welcome to Bluelight ! !
wearybuddha
Greenlighter
I'm a newbie and trying to figure out how to navigate the site! I'm so sorry that you are in a new city trying to work and having w/d all alone. That's a nightmare! I've had to avoid vacations and weekend trips for YEARS because I could never be far from my dealer and I never had the money to buy a weeks worth of H to make it through. I recently decided i'd had enough and started going to the Suboxone clinic. Best decision I have ever made!
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
welcome!
I'm sorry to hear you're in pain; have you considered methadone or suboxone?