Hi, I started taking Suboxone in my 50s in late 2005 and have continued since then. I've never been worried about relapsing if I quit Suboxone (although I'm afraid of the withdrawal), but the thing is that Subs have kept me from the crushing depression that I used to suffer from before, and which I treated with various opiates. I use 2 mg. a day, and don't notice it unless I miss a day. The truth is I don't want to quit. Since I started using Suboxone I haven't thought about doing street drugs, I've gotten two college degrees, a state teaching credential, and a 20-year marriage. I have a career as a college prof and I feel stable for the first time in my life. My problem is that the doctor who prescribed Sub for me retired and I'm down to my last 28 strips. I'd rather not get into a debate about pro vs con on long-term Suboxone use (It's helped me immeasurably) but two other matters. I'm wondering if there's anyone out there who's had similar experience with long-term use. Also, I live in L.A. and I'm wondering if anyone knows an clinic or doctor who would see me and prescribe Suboxone so I don't have to go back to the uncertainties and problems I experienced pre-Suboxone. Thanks.