Limpet_Chicken
Bluelighter
Long (and nasty) story short, a few years ago, I used to big time abuse barbs, barbital being my barb of choice at the time, and way too much of it.
Now I've been having a lot of problems, for quite a long time forming short and longterm memory, memorising dates and appointments (and oh boy is my probation officer pissed at me every so often
), some generalised weakness on the left side of my body, and problems with visuospatial processing ability, as well as big time ADD-ish effects, my concentration/attention span has been severely impacted, although thank ye outer gods that my intelligence hasn't been affected.
What I didn't know then, was about AMPA agonist activity of barbs (and I just bet its what causes seizures in high dose barb ODs), and I have a theory, that perhaps what I am experiencing, is akin to amnesic shellfish poisoning, which is caused by domoic acid, a nasty dinoflagellate marine toxin which acts as an AMPA agonist and is pretty selective in fucking over the hippocampus and parts of the amygdala.
I have been doing a bit of research into the stuff and its toxicology, and thought in combination with any possible hypoxia caused by respiratory depression, this could be the cause of the problem, as the retrograde and anterograde amnesia have been both severe and persistent, and its becoming quite disabling, and gets me into no end of shite with the aforementioned government goon squad.
I have little time to elucidate further at the moment, as I'm connected to the net via a particularly odious mobile phone connection, thats as slow as frozen dogshit and tenfold as annoying (not that I meet much frozen dogshit, unless again one counts the goon squad
) and my battery is running on empty, so, anyone got any input on this one?
I might add at the moment I'm taking codeine for post-operative pain relief (and getting off on it mind you), and smoke a fair bit of everyone's favourite green herbal product, but even on extended breaks, and after getting out of jail a few years ago and smoking a grand total of two joints in 8 months, the memory issue has neither declined nor recovered.
Now I've been having a lot of problems, for quite a long time forming short and longterm memory, memorising dates and appointments (and oh boy is my probation officer pissed at me every so often
What I didn't know then, was about AMPA agonist activity of barbs (and I just bet its what causes seizures in high dose barb ODs), and I have a theory, that perhaps what I am experiencing, is akin to amnesic shellfish poisoning, which is caused by domoic acid, a nasty dinoflagellate marine toxin which acts as an AMPA agonist and is pretty selective in fucking over the hippocampus and parts of the amygdala.
I have been doing a bit of research into the stuff and its toxicology, and thought in combination with any possible hypoxia caused by respiratory depression, this could be the cause of the problem, as the retrograde and anterograde amnesia have been both severe and persistent, and its becoming quite disabling, and gets me into no end of shite with the aforementioned government goon squad.
I have little time to elucidate further at the moment, as I'm connected to the net via a particularly odious mobile phone connection, thats as slow as frozen dogshit and tenfold as annoying (not that I meet much frozen dogshit, unless again one counts the goon squad
) and my battery is running on empty, so, anyone got any input on this one?I might add at the moment I'm taking codeine for post-operative pain relief (and getting off on it mind you), and smoke a fair bit of everyone's favourite green herbal product, but even on extended breaks, and after getting out of jail a few years ago and smoking a grand total of two joints in 8 months, the memory issue has neither declined nor recovered.
