Crystal Clouds
Greenlighter
I’m wondering how bad can meth really be for me if i’m still doing normal human activities that usually get pushed to the side for other users and take vitamins that get depleted. Granted I am an IV meth user , i dose 3-5 times a day — about a gram in total. Even still , I always practice safe injecting protocol. I have no track marks , I still have all my veins , rotate sites , and ensure everything is completely sterilized before and after injection.
I don’t really get “high”anymore , I just use meth to get energy throughout the day , sit still , calm me down , and focus better as I have severe ADHD. I do get nice rushes however.
I’m sure my use is probably effecting me negatively , I just feel so normal and like everything is running just fine as far as bodily functions. Nobody can tell i use meth , my teeth don’t clench , pupils don’t dilate , and i can socialize just fine. since switching from smoking to IV i’ve never gone into psychosis and i’ve only gone into full blown psychosis once in my life a couple years back. One thing i’m sure i’ll have to deal with in the future is heart problems , as when i check my pulse from my neck my heart does seem like it’s on overdrive near constantly.
The only thing that seems to be suffering is my wallet !
I don’t really get “high”anymore , I just use meth to get energy throughout the day , sit still , calm me down , and focus better as I have severe ADHD. I do get nice rushes however.
I’m sure my use is probably effecting me negatively , I just feel so normal and like everything is running just fine as far as bodily functions. Nobody can tell i use meth , my teeth don’t clench , pupils don’t dilate , and i can socialize just fine. since switching from smoking to IV i’ve never gone into psychosis and i’ve only gone into full blown psychosis once in my life a couple years back. One thing i’m sure i’ll have to deal with in the future is heart problems , as when i check my pulse from my neck my heart does seem like it’s on overdrive near constantly.
The only thing that seems to be suffering is my wallet !