hunter1
Bluelighter
After seeing a similarly titled thread here a few days ago which unfortunately made no sense I thought I'd give it a go.
I know MDMA is MDMA but as Australia is a somewhat unique market I thought to target this group of users both past and present but need not be completely exclusive.
My quick story. Started in 2003. Before then was smoking mj mostly daily and drinking. Nothing else. I did e Most weeks for about a year. Then the next 3 years once a month to once every three months to eventually stopping in 2006/7.
80% of the time I had good pills 100-140 mgs and would on average take 3 but early days there were 5's and six's. silly. The first time I overdid it was with 6 red Russians about 3 months in and since then have never been the same. At this time I was per scribed Valium since I was a shaking nervous wreck. Have been on benzos ever since due to anxiety.
As my usage continued the come downs got worse and worse and ended up on a multitude of antidepressants over the years. None that help.
So if your usage is similar to my brief history my points or questions are;
- is your baseline happiness the same, if not how much different ( to me the shiny coat of life has been buffered away)
- noticeable difference in memory or intelligence
- did it ruin pot for you
- one way or another did you then progress to coke, ice, opiates ect?
- if negatively effected, do you ever think you'll get back to normal
I know MDMA is MDMA but as Australia is a somewhat unique market I thought to target this group of users both past and present but need not be completely exclusive.
My quick story. Started in 2003. Before then was smoking mj mostly daily and drinking. Nothing else. I did e Most weeks for about a year. Then the next 3 years once a month to once every three months to eventually stopping in 2006/7.
80% of the time I had good pills 100-140 mgs and would on average take 3 but early days there were 5's and six's. silly. The first time I overdid it was with 6 red Russians about 3 months in and since then have never been the same. At this time I was per scribed Valium since I was a shaking nervous wreck. Have been on benzos ever since due to anxiety.
As my usage continued the come downs got worse and worse and ended up on a multitude of antidepressants over the years. None that help.
So if your usage is similar to my brief history my points or questions are;
- is your baseline happiness the same, if not how much different ( to me the shiny coat of life has been buffered away)
- noticeable difference in memory or intelligence
- did it ruin pot for you
- one way or another did you then progress to coke, ice, opiates ect?
- if negatively effected, do you ever think you'll get back to normal
