So ive used DXM about 5 times in the last 6 months and ive noticed a change in myself mentally. I think its mainly due to DXM but ive used crack (was a short term thing and i dont plan on using agian), weed, alcohol, tramadol, and hydrocodone. I mentioned them since they might play a role in the depression ive gotten. So recently after using 300mg continuously ive noticed myself getting depressed for mainly no reason. Im just blank minded sitting there sad for no reason. Ive noticed part of it is having to due with me being lonely since i dont fuck with any chicks. I just chill with my homies and get my paper. But recently ive been kicking it with a chick and we hook up pretty often but she goes out and parties so she aint rly loyal so that fucks with my depression and it makes me feel sad to find a perfect girl and she cant be loyal. But i dont want to be alone. Then ive noticed weed doesnt rly help with the depression anymore and get prolly a quarter zone every 2 months. So i becane obsessed with DXM since it takes away reality and i dont worry about anythinf except for making sure i dont get caught and enjoying my trip. Its also messed with my motor skills. Like sometimes its like im studdering to do something and i have difficulty doing something such as taking a paper from a teacher. And ive also noticed its been difficult to process somethings when im talking with somebody and that ive been having difficulty talking sometimes. Like ill have a brainfart on the regular and i wont be able to think or ill just straight mumble some words when i try to say them.
Anyone else noticed the same affects or similar?
What about any other anti depressant drugs that i should taking? If DXM fucks with me mentally i want to keep doing it but id be better off finding a replacement.
Anyone else noticed the same affects or similar?
What about any other anti depressant drugs that i should taking? If DXM fucks with me mentally i want to keep doing it but id be better off finding a replacement.