I feel so lonely lately. Terry hates me, My BFF (best fema;e friend lives in London now, and I dunno whats going on with my other friend.
I have no money to go out and do shit....only walk.....even then I get bitched at and accused of going to go see a certian someone if I go anwhere...
Then the drama with my daughter...
Seriously I need to get away for a month or so at least.... and with the no friends or money.....well...hard to do.
I get money on the week of the 14th, but not enough for a place... onloy $447 (aprox) the rest is terry's which is almost 2G's.
I just feel so........ *sigh*
I dunno what to do anymore, I feel so abandoned and fucked up and that no one wants me in their lives family and friends.....
Its like a hollow feeling. I can;t describe it.
*sugh*
I dunno......
I have no money to go out and do shit....only walk.....even then I get bitched at and accused of going to go see a certian someone if I go anwhere...
Then the drama with my daughter...
Seriously I need to get away for a month or so at least.... and with the no friends or money.....well...hard to do.
I get money on the week of the 14th, but not enough for a place... onloy $447 (aprox) the rest is terry's which is almost 2G's.
I just feel so........ *sigh*
I dunno what to do anymore, I feel so abandoned and fucked up and that no one wants me in their lives family and friends.....
Its like a hollow feeling. I can;t describe it.
*sugh*
I dunno......