ezduzit68
Bluelighter
Locked Door
It was dark inside when I opened the door
I was young, ignorant and ready to explore
Something grabbed me and I’ve changed since then
It took me in close and comforted me
I had no urge to feel, with little to no fear
What is it that has control its to dark I can’t see
Whatever it is I chose to journey within
I’m doing everything it says even committing constant sin
I have a lighter should I dare to look within this room
I shed some light in these walls to see nothing but me
and a couple of pot plants ready to bloom
It is drugs that decide my every move
What happened to everything I wanted to be
The life I wanted the things I still need to see
I am no longer in comfort within these dark walls
I’m scared and no one is answering my endless calls
The addiction of drugs,love,power,and greed
Fuck what about the family I need to feed
These drugs are now corrupting my mind
Taking away my sanity which is hard to find
Where is the door I need to find my way out
I yell and yell for some one to answer
It’s like no one hears, is there such thing as a silent shout
Am I screaming for help without making a sound
Are these drugs the only ones that know where I am
Is there any way that I’ll ever be found
They won’t let me go they’ve locked the door
they’re killing me now like a deep cut
I’m hurt and falling I’ve hit my knees and the floor
Is there any lower for me to go
I’ll be ok I just need that one more line to blow
It will bring me from this darkness to my fantasy
And blind me from this ever so true reality
I never expected to be locked within
but its a complicated thing this world of addiction
all I need to do is decide I want out and find the key
then I can be anything I ever dreamed to be
It was dark inside when I opened the door
I was young, ignorant and ready to explore
Something grabbed me and I’ve changed since then
It took me in close and comforted me
I had no urge to feel, with little to no fear
What is it that has control its to dark I can’t see
Whatever it is I chose to journey within
I’m doing everything it says even committing constant sin
I have a lighter should I dare to look within this room
I shed some light in these walls to see nothing but me
and a couple of pot plants ready to bloom
It is drugs that decide my every move
What happened to everything I wanted to be
The life I wanted the things I still need to see
I am no longer in comfort within these dark walls
I’m scared and no one is answering my endless calls
The addiction of drugs,love,power,and greed
Fuck what about the family I need to feed
These drugs are now corrupting my mind
Taking away my sanity which is hard to find
Where is the door I need to find my way out
I yell and yell for some one to answer
It’s like no one hears, is there such thing as a silent shout
Am I screaming for help without making a sound
Are these drugs the only ones that know where I am
Is there any way that I’ll ever be found
They won’t let me go they’ve locked the door
they’re killing me now like a deep cut
I’m hurt and falling I’ve hit my knees and the floor
Is there any lower for me to go
I’ll be ok I just need that one more line to blow
It will bring me from this darkness to my fantasy
And blind me from this ever so true reality
I never expected to be locked within
but its a complicated thing this world of addiction
all I need to do is decide I want out and find the key
then I can be anything I ever dreamed to be
