Living as an Introvert with Poly Drug Abuse Tendencies

Defining your realtionship to altered states of consciousness is tricky. It's also very individual. It sounds like you are aware that yours is out of balance and that dependency is developing on multiple levels. Why not take a complete break? Give yourself time to delve into the relationship with yourself without altering your brain chemistry in any way. use what you have been shown by the profound experiences that you have had and integrate them into your being. I got a lot out of psychedelics--one of the best things I got was that I didn't even need them--it's all there all the time (well, minus the great visuals;)).

Do you have a life that you are happy with in general? If not, what could you work towards? What needs to change?
 
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