So,
I told R to fuck off yesterday. I don't need him now that C has realized how much he is in love with me, and we are back to being in perfect harmony.
gosh, it scares me how close I came to cheating, though. Like, I had even bought condoms and was practicing putting them on a dildo (since haven't used one in a long time)!
I just sometimes need to remind myself that I am worthy of being the number one love to a guy, who knows I am not perfect, and has their own imperfections, but we are both cool with that.
I told R to fuck off yesterday. I don't need him now that C has realized how much he is in love with me, and we are back to being in perfect harmony.
gosh, it scares me how close I came to cheating, though. Like, I had even bought condoms and was practicing putting them on a dildo (since haven't used one in a long time)!
I just sometimes need to remind myself that I am worthy of being the number one love to a guy, who knows I am not perfect, and has their own imperfections, but we are both cool with that.