BustedTs206
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"(Lithium/Lamotrigine/Clonazepam/Mushies/Cannabis) - Med. - Bipolar Meets Mushies"
A Medicated Bipolar Meets the Mushrooms
TRIP INCLUDES ALL MEDS EXCLUDING CANNABIS
To start off, I've been diagnosed as bipolar for I think 9-11 months now. I'm on Lithium (1200mg), Lamotrigine (200mg) and my recently added Clonazepam (1mg). As I'm writing this, it's been about 15 days since the experience and I was feeling great at the time.
Most of my brother's friend's decided to come over before we went on vacation. We were all planning to have a big blowout night since it was gonna be his last day here before he went back to college. Anyways, night comes upon us (around 6:00pm) and I take 3 grams of mushies. My brother popped 2.5 grams as well.
Now, I can't remember a whole lot (mostly because this is 15 days later) but many question whether this combination is safe. And it is. I ended up popping 1.3 more grams (rest of my sack) later that night (totaling up to 4.3g). Mushies aren't as powerful with lithium/lamotrigine so I act like I weigh 100 more pounds upon self dosage. (However, this number may vary.)
The way I feel on it is incredible. I have all my anxiety relieved and I feel partly drunk. I would hear auditory hallucinations and echoes like my brother's laugh from outside my door. Whenever I'd talk there'd be a repetition of my voice for a second after. I could also "play anything off" and have no social anxiety whatsoever. If something was embarrassing, I turn it into something funny. I'm a natural leader (like when I was before bipolar) and on mushies it really shows. It brings out my true inner personality that I should have. On meds, I'm not so much of that however.
Likewise when the trip came down, I began getting a little depressed. I became quiet uncomfortable and got my anxiety back. We were just playing cards in my room and I was fading down so I was like “Man it's getting late.” I wanted to sleep. And so after a while they left and I did. I woke up the next morning feeling back to normal.
NEXT TRIP INCLUDES NO MEDS + CANNABIS.
Now the first time I did mushies (2g and on no meds), I was 15 at the time. We started off with some bowls then began playing some water pong. I remember at one point looking up at my friend. I saw his face being dragged down, with four eyes but his normal eye position still in tact, and his bottom pair looking just as real. I was like “Holy shit. I need to sit the fuck down.” I saw this piece of art that was so... so trippy, I can't describe it but I remember playing around with the pieces. Simultaneously, I was getting a rush of thoughts. Thoughts that were of pure wisdom. It was philosophy that only the God's could understand. I was thinking faster than anyone could speak, read, type, write... Anyways after looking at the art, all the pieces came together, then I let go.
Everything exploded with colors across the room. I was stuck in a magnificent awe. And later when the trip started coming down, I was in my friends room and I was looking at his wood grain floor. I began forcing some creativity. I came up with a city. A mini, fully functioning city that blended within the grain. It resembled Seattle a little bit, there were cars, sidewalks and streetlights with large buildings. There were ants running and operating the city, with cars following red/green light at intersections. And I could control (and was controlling) all of the lights simultaneously.
I felt like my trip was abnormally strong, especially the thoughts for only 2 grams. I had an afterglow for about two months prior, I felt like I was on top of the world. Mania some call it but mine wasn't quite as dangerous, I miss it.
NEXT TRIP INCLUDES ALL MEDS + CANNABIS AND - CLONAZEPAM.
Now my trips aren't like that anymore. This other trip took place before my 4.3g one, I think it was late June, when school got out. I was with my friend one night, along with my bro and his friend, and I took like 2.5g and he took 2g. We were watching "The Beveryly Hills Ninja". Funniest shit ever. Watch it on mushrooms and you'll have a blast. Anyways me and my friend took it at the beginning of the movie, and began coming up through it. We paused half way through for a smoke break. Now, I've been clean for 6 months on weed, it would make me depressed and all so I wanted to say no. But I was on mushies... And I remembered my first experience.
So I gave in and said "Yeah O.K I'm down." Everyone was excited cause they knew I hadn't done it in forever. (I used to be an everyday stoner. I was called the Milk Man cause I'd always rip the shit out of it and make it milk.) So I go in for my bong rip and I made it fat, as fat as I always used to make it. I get hit like my neck snap backed from a sudden brake. Except it wasn't brakes it was acceleration I was going in. I immediately began getting mad paranoia.
I was thinking out every single subconscious social thought that would occur. Like when someone would move their hand, I'd think out immediately why they did. Or if someone made a response to a conversation, I could see how they came up with that thought from the previous conversation. I was all in my head. I was having a terrible time. I was dysphoric and couldn't think of anything to say except “Man I'm having these crazy thoughts.”
We go upstairs to play Super Smash Bros Brawl, I was confused as fuck. My friend decides to play the same character I am. Lucas. I was like "Wtf dude now it's a guarantee loss for me." I was so disoriented, it didn't feel/look like Super Smash Bros Brawl but like the N64 one. I kept dying from falling of confusion. And 5-10 minutes later I blacked out actually. I couldn't remember anything for a solid 2-3 hours. I remember just easing back into my conscious mind. I had no idea I even blacked out until people asked like “Do you remember what happened last night?” I was like “Yeah.” And they mentioned one part I didn't remember and I was like “Wait wtf when'd that happen?”
This trip was fucked up. I said I was never smoking weed again. However, I do still, but it'll ONLY be when I'm super fuckin drunk and it'll just be like a single hit. Two is too much and I get all quiet/apathetic and filled with anxiety.
A Medicated Bipolar Meets the Mushrooms
TRIP INCLUDES ALL MEDS EXCLUDING CANNABIS
To start off, I've been diagnosed as bipolar for I think 9-11 months now. I'm on Lithium (1200mg), Lamotrigine (200mg) and my recently added Clonazepam (1mg). As I'm writing this, it's been about 15 days since the experience and I was feeling great at the time.
Most of my brother's friend's decided to come over before we went on vacation. We were all planning to have a big blowout night since it was gonna be his last day here before he went back to college. Anyways, night comes upon us (around 6:00pm) and I take 3 grams of mushies. My brother popped 2.5 grams as well.
Now, I can't remember a whole lot (mostly because this is 15 days later) but many question whether this combination is safe. And it is. I ended up popping 1.3 more grams (rest of my sack) later that night (totaling up to 4.3g). Mushies aren't as powerful with lithium/lamotrigine so I act like I weigh 100 more pounds upon self dosage. (However, this number may vary.)
The way I feel on it is incredible. I have all my anxiety relieved and I feel partly drunk. I would hear auditory hallucinations and echoes like my brother's laugh from outside my door. Whenever I'd talk there'd be a repetition of my voice for a second after. I could also "play anything off" and have no social anxiety whatsoever. If something was embarrassing, I turn it into something funny. I'm a natural leader (like when I was before bipolar) and on mushies it really shows. It brings out my true inner personality that I should have. On meds, I'm not so much of that however.
Likewise when the trip came down, I began getting a little depressed. I became quiet uncomfortable and got my anxiety back. We were just playing cards in my room and I was fading down so I was like “Man it's getting late.” I wanted to sleep. And so after a while they left and I did. I woke up the next morning feeling back to normal.
NEXT TRIP INCLUDES NO MEDS + CANNABIS.
Now the first time I did mushies (2g and on no meds), I was 15 at the time. We started off with some bowls then began playing some water pong. I remember at one point looking up at my friend. I saw his face being dragged down, with four eyes but his normal eye position still in tact, and his bottom pair looking just as real. I was like “Holy shit. I need to sit the fuck down.” I saw this piece of art that was so... so trippy, I can't describe it but I remember playing around with the pieces. Simultaneously, I was getting a rush of thoughts. Thoughts that were of pure wisdom. It was philosophy that only the God's could understand. I was thinking faster than anyone could speak, read, type, write... Anyways after looking at the art, all the pieces came together, then I let go.
Everything exploded with colors across the room. I was stuck in a magnificent awe. And later when the trip started coming down, I was in my friends room and I was looking at his wood grain floor. I began forcing some creativity. I came up with a city. A mini, fully functioning city that blended within the grain. It resembled Seattle a little bit, there were cars, sidewalks and streetlights with large buildings. There were ants running and operating the city, with cars following red/green light at intersections. And I could control (and was controlling) all of the lights simultaneously.
I felt like my trip was abnormally strong, especially the thoughts for only 2 grams. I had an afterglow for about two months prior, I felt like I was on top of the world. Mania some call it but mine wasn't quite as dangerous, I miss it.
NEXT TRIP INCLUDES ALL MEDS + CANNABIS AND - CLONAZEPAM.
Now my trips aren't like that anymore. This other trip took place before my 4.3g one, I think it was late June, when school got out. I was with my friend one night, along with my bro and his friend, and I took like 2.5g and he took 2g. We were watching "The Beveryly Hills Ninja". Funniest shit ever. Watch it on mushrooms and you'll have a blast. Anyways me and my friend took it at the beginning of the movie, and began coming up through it. We paused half way through for a smoke break. Now, I've been clean for 6 months on weed, it would make me depressed and all so I wanted to say no. But I was on mushies... And I remembered my first experience.
So I gave in and said "Yeah O.K I'm down." Everyone was excited cause they knew I hadn't done it in forever. (I used to be an everyday stoner. I was called the Milk Man cause I'd always rip the shit out of it and make it milk.) So I go in for my bong rip and I made it fat, as fat as I always used to make it. I get hit like my neck snap backed from a sudden brake. Except it wasn't brakes it was acceleration I was going in. I immediately began getting mad paranoia.
I was thinking out every single subconscious social thought that would occur. Like when someone would move their hand, I'd think out immediately why they did. Or if someone made a response to a conversation, I could see how they came up with that thought from the previous conversation. I was all in my head. I was having a terrible time. I was dysphoric and couldn't think of anything to say except “Man I'm having these crazy thoughts.”
We go upstairs to play Super Smash Bros Brawl, I was confused as fuck. My friend decides to play the same character I am. Lucas. I was like "Wtf dude now it's a guarantee loss for me." I was so disoriented, it didn't feel/look like Super Smash Bros Brawl but like the N64 one. I kept dying from falling of confusion. And 5-10 minutes later I blacked out actually. I couldn't remember anything for a solid 2-3 hours. I remember just easing back into my conscious mind. I had no idea I even blacked out until people asked like “Do you remember what happened last night?” I was like “Yeah.” And they mentioned one part I didn't remember and I was like “Wait wtf when'd that happen?”
This trip was fucked up. I said I was never smoking weed again. However, I do still, but it'll ONLY be when I'm super fuckin drunk and it'll just be like a single hit. Two is too much and I get all quiet/apathetic and filled with anxiety.
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![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
. So many people say "OMG CRAZIES SHOULDN'T DO MUSHIES."