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That was a pretty good analogy, thinctwo, and you definitely are right to an extent. The thing is, it's easier said than done. When you feel like I feel- like you have less than no control at all, it really makes it even more difficult to control the shit-slinging monkey. I would love to be able to feel that way and sometimes I do, but I also feel like a huge fucking contradiction when one second, my motto is, "worry about everything and you'll eventually figure out your troubles and solve them" and the next it's, "overthinking, overanylizing separates the body from the mind.."
I do appreciate what you have to say, though, and I hope you do indeed live your life by the tamed monkey philosophy. I'm just finding it difficult, however much I would like to, to tame mine to the point that I can sling shit comfortably again. Peace.
 
edemon, it comes with time. fake it til you make it is a very appropriate attitude here. pretend youre in control and you are.
furious, shut the fu(k up, you pissant. if you find me *like you really really care* you couldnt tear my arms off. you couldnt beat me to death. and chances are we'd get along if youd give me half a chance.
and the mind is a monkey isnt my invention... its a very old proverb of sorts from somewheres east, india or china or something.
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No, you see, at the time, I really DID care... I still do. I'm not that good at computers, so likely, I'll never meet you. But easily judging from your complete idiocy online, i would NOT get along with you. Therefore, I WOULD indeed thoroughly enjoy tearing off your arms... and believe me, I could. Have a nice day
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We gunna put this in the Medical forum..
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
 
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