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Lithium and After-Opiate Depression (22 days clean from Opana)

Hey Ford, what I lack in experience with addiction I make up for with admiration! It is awesome that you are 30 days past using. i know that you must feel incredibly proud and relieved that you have reached this milestone and I just wanted to jump in and say how happy I am for you.<3
 
thank you herbavore and stardust, getting on bluelight and seeing this encouraging posts are what keeps me going when I'm feeling blue.

I guess I do feel really proud of myself, which is something I haven't felt in a while. A few days back I would have had trouble admitting that because of the depression. How could I feel proud when I had screwed up so bad? Now I feel like yeah I may have screwed up but I'm giving it 110% will power to fix it. I guess that is something to take a little pride in. With day 30 under my belt I'm feeling confident but still cautious. I know there is no such thing as a cured addict.
 
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