So I guess there are several topics on this, but I can't really find any (used google too)
I don't roll often but when I do I tend to take quite a lot. After a certain point the initial loved up feeling ofcourse vanishes, but then it turns into a whole different thing.
I always halliculate like crazy (I should add I always smoke weed while rolling, quite a lot).
The first few times this scared me somewhat (seeing my friends turn into stone, wooden figures etc. well basically everything you can imagine)
But after a good roll once I was looking at some spotlights at a party and I was just so amazed I stood still for 3 hours and was confident there was no person in the world who ever saw something this beautiful.
Basically (only from a good distance, say 50+ meters) the lights turned into rabbits, dolphins and other animals and they just started to jump up and down on the music. Ever since that roll, I always look forward to that moment, which happens after rolling for about 5 hours. I have stood still once for 2 hours on the middle of the street just watching a street lantern turn into jumping girls, frogs, basically there was nothing it didn't turn into.
I'm just wondering if anyone else has similar experiences with this, cause I keep trying to explain my friends how to look at the lights (once I "grabbed" how to look at them all the other rolls it went automatically) but nobody sees what I see, even if we take the exact same amount at the same times. I just want to share the beautifulness I experience, while rolling it makes me sad not to share this amazing thing with anybody.
I'm also wondering if the effects after taking a lot of mdma are similar to mda and maybe mda is more suitable for me. Seeing how everybody here strongly advices against taking more than 200mg on an evening (I realize this is a harm reduction board, but still). For me 200mg just doesn't "do it" cause the duration for me is way to short to actually enjoy it to the fullest, it goes by so fast at the end of such an evening I feel silly I used drugs cause the night wasn't "magical" but just "relaxing" and I could've just smoked a joint instead of taking mdma.
I don't roll often but when I do I tend to take quite a lot. After a certain point the initial loved up feeling ofcourse vanishes, but then it turns into a whole different thing.
I always halliculate like crazy (I should add I always smoke weed while rolling, quite a lot).
The first few times this scared me somewhat (seeing my friends turn into stone, wooden figures etc. well basically everything you can imagine)
But after a good roll once I was looking at some spotlights at a party and I was just so amazed I stood still for 3 hours and was confident there was no person in the world who ever saw something this beautiful.
Basically (only from a good distance, say 50+ meters) the lights turned into rabbits, dolphins and other animals and they just started to jump up and down on the music. Ever since that roll, I always look forward to that moment, which happens after rolling for about 5 hours. I have stood still once for 2 hours on the middle of the street just watching a street lantern turn into jumping girls, frogs, basically there was nothing it didn't turn into.
I'm just wondering if anyone else has similar experiences with this, cause I keep trying to explain my friends how to look at the lights (once I "grabbed" how to look at them all the other rolls it went automatically) but nobody sees what I see, even if we take the exact same amount at the same times. I just want to share the beautifulness I experience, while rolling it makes me sad not to share this amazing thing with anybody.
I'm also wondering if the effects after taking a lot of mdma are similar to mda and maybe mda is more suitable for me. Seeing how everybody here strongly advices against taking more than 200mg on an evening (I realize this is a harm reduction board, but still). For me 200mg just doesn't "do it" cause the duration for me is way to short to actually enjoy it to the fullest, it goes by so fast at the end of such an evening I feel silly I used drugs cause the night wasn't "magical" but just "relaxing" and I could've just smoked a joint instead of taking mdma.
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Ofcourse at the time you realize it's not real, but it's so weird as you do actually see it your brain still somewhat thinks it is (not sure how to explain this otherwise).