Hi all,
To start I was really unsure which category to post in, I’ve been a long time lurker however I found it hard to categorise exactly where to post as I haven’t seen a lot of posts talking about H users who have been using a small amount for a brief period of time experiencing the WD’s for the first time.
A bit about me, I have been an on and off meth user (a good binge or two every month) which developed into daily use from Jan this year following a diagnosis of PTSD late last year. Obviously I’ve been using to come to terms with that diagnosis and I’ve recently with the help of therapy been able to kick the meth habit with great success as of a month ago.
Unfortunately about two months ago at my lowest I thought that I would give H a go and started very minimally (2 or 3 pts would last a week). As of the last month I graduated to a half gram a week, to recently being able to snort a half gram in a couple of days.
I have had a day - 48 hours without using however two weeks ago found that hour 48 almost on the dot led me to flu symptoms, restless legs and difficulties sleeping. I realised exactly what that was when I looked back at how I had been using more.
I don’t have the same love I had with Meth and I severely underestimated H’s risk of dependency. Luckily I don’t feel as though I love using it and I feel mentally motivated given how new I am to want to give it the kick for good, and I really want to make sure I give myself the best opportunity to taper/cold turkey it.
I have seen lots of posts of people who have used in more sizeable amounts and for longer, but I’m just wondering and seeking advice for a new user, what the predictions could be on what the withdrawal could be like given the following things I have on hand to assist:
Bottle (x20) temazepam 10mg
A script (for my PTSD so have easy access to as much as I need ) Clonidine 100mcg
Magnesium supps, and a collection of multivitamins and vit d supps.
What would everyone’s advice be for me to smash this WD out? I am finally in a good mental headspace, proud of myself for getting off the gear and Im feeling motivated to do this right. Or maybe I don’t do it right and i relapse although relapsing with grace and lessons to take into attempt #2.
Thank you all in advance, I send my love to all who life brings to this forum as we are all fighting battles of different sorts and the world needs more kindness + support.
M
To start I was really unsure which category to post in, I’ve been a long time lurker however I found it hard to categorise exactly where to post as I haven’t seen a lot of posts talking about H users who have been using a small amount for a brief period of time experiencing the WD’s for the first time.
A bit about me, I have been an on and off meth user (a good binge or two every month) which developed into daily use from Jan this year following a diagnosis of PTSD late last year. Obviously I’ve been using to come to terms with that diagnosis and I’ve recently with the help of therapy been able to kick the meth habit with great success as of a month ago.
Unfortunately about two months ago at my lowest I thought that I would give H a go and started very minimally (2 or 3 pts would last a week). As of the last month I graduated to a half gram a week, to recently being able to snort a half gram in a couple of days.
I have had a day - 48 hours without using however two weeks ago found that hour 48 almost on the dot led me to flu symptoms, restless legs and difficulties sleeping. I realised exactly what that was when I looked back at how I had been using more.
I don’t have the same love I had with Meth and I severely underestimated H’s risk of dependency. Luckily I don’t feel as though I love using it and I feel mentally motivated given how new I am to want to give it the kick for good, and I really want to make sure I give myself the best opportunity to taper/cold turkey it.
I have seen lots of posts of people who have used in more sizeable amounts and for longer, but I’m just wondering and seeking advice for a new user, what the predictions could be on what the withdrawal could be like given the following things I have on hand to assist:
Bottle (x20) temazepam 10mg
A script (for my PTSD so have easy access to as much as I need ) Clonidine 100mcg
Magnesium supps, and a collection of multivitamins and vit d supps.
What would everyone’s advice be for me to smash this WD out? I am finally in a good mental headspace, proud of myself for getting off the gear and Im feeling motivated to do this right. Or maybe I don’t do it right and i relapse although relapsing with grace and lessons to take into attempt #2.
Thank you all in advance, I send my love to all who life brings to this forum as we are all fighting battles of different sorts and the world needs more kindness + support.
M
