Dr_Gerber_s
Greenlighter
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- Mar 13, 2012
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Background: I've known this girl lets call her B for abut 2 years. I liked her from the beginning but we stayed friends because we sort of both agreed that was the right thing to do. (Read: She thought that was the right thing)
So this went on for awhile and then we had sex a few times then more frequently, I couldn't have been happier, well, almost I wanted to be a couple it just seemed like the next logical thing to do.
So we try it. Maybe when I look back now I kind of gave her an ultimatum but I didn't know what else to do it started to hurt me being around her and not being her boyfriend.
We were only together for a little over a month and it kind of just fell apart, we didn't have that magical few weeks you have with any new person because we just knew so much about each other.
Now here I am about 2 weeks without her and I feel lost, depressed and replaced. I do not know what to do with myself now I just got a job that starts Monday which is great but I cant think of anything to spend that money on except doing things with her.
She wants to be friends of course, I would love to but I dont know if I will ever stop loving her if Im around her at all. Shes just beautiful and smart and so much better then I am.
So this went on for awhile and then we had sex a few times then more frequently, I couldn't have been happier, well, almost I wanted to be a couple it just seemed like the next logical thing to do.
So we try it. Maybe when I look back now I kind of gave her an ultimatum but I didn't know what else to do it started to hurt me being around her and not being her boyfriend.
We were only together for a little over a month and it kind of just fell apart, we didn't have that magical few weeks you have with any new person because we just knew so much about each other.
Now here I am about 2 weeks without her and I feel lost, depressed and replaced. I do not know what to do with myself now I just got a job that starts Monday which is great but I cant think of anything to spend that money on except doing things with her.
She wants to be friends of course, I would love to but I dont know if I will ever stop loving her if Im around her at all. Shes just beautiful and smart and so much better then I am.