life

[atri]

i just wanna leave this place
because it seems that im so out of place
but i cant just jet
even though i try
i dont know why
that i feel this way
i feel that no matter what i do
that im just stuck in this circle
thinking of you
and everytime i get the urge to run away
i get sucked back into the day to day
ive tried to hide all these fucking pains
but now they just seem so commomplace
and when i try to talk about the way i feel
i cant help but think"is this for real?"
so hard to get a grip on who is real
who is fake
whats the deal
somebody stop these thoughts in my grape
or just give me the chance to escape
its kinda fucked up when nobodys there
makes you start to think that nobody cares
but each day i rise and greet
the challenges that drain and seep my mind
i just wanna get away from the hate
the fear
the thought that nobodys there
and i cant really change the way i feel
when i cant figure out who is real
i use them as a source to live
a way to prove i really exist
and to all those fuckers who think theyre right
well see whos live from day to night
cause i just wanna get away from the hate
the fear
the thought that nobodys there
and i cant really change the way i feel
when i cant figure out who is real
so take this wrong or take it right but im the one whos live
from day to night

 

[lilygirl]

beautiful... i assume it's a song, i don't know, it doesn't really matter.
"so hard to get a grip on who is real
who is fake"
oh my god, that's been the most challenging thing lately...
good luck finding the answer to your questions
~lil
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"you will get this chance but once, don't let simple shit get you down"
therapy is expensive, poppin bubble wrap is cheap. you decide.
sn~ sparkleylily

 

[Crow]