BlazinTos
Bluelighter
Why?
Why do i cry at night?
When nothing has gone wrong
Why the long face?
When I'm in any place, that's not mine
It's time, To change my mind
To see, That everything will be fine
I've got what i *need*, why whine?
Friends and loving family
Is *all* i need to be, me
Over the past year, It occured to me
That ecstasy, Has gotten the best of me
It seems it was a test for me
Throughout the test, I was the best, you see
Never found myself guessin, On *any* question
Now I find myself stressin, Second Guesing
Here I was thinkin it was a blessing
If i make it through this, to see a brighter day
Where my emotions run free from anxiety, Socially
As i sit with my family
For this brighter day, Is why I pray
Why i lay in bed all night thinking
Wishing, I didnt take this path so young
I was so dumb, n' Naive
God, Make me normal PleasE!
Slowly, My motivation creeps in
As my new life begins
I'm on my way
To a brighter day
On this path i will stay
And continue to pray
Although this is on the *sad* side of things, I am happy to say that this was written in the darkest days of my overwhelming depression, And now im almost N'sync, with life, and my destiny...
And although i now understand moderation, I stay far from the pill that killed my spirits and drained my confidence. For i shouldnt blame him, but myself, for the choices ive made have not been the greatest, and thus i must learn, what's life if your not learning?
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Dont follow In the footsteps of another man, For when you are gone the only footsteps that remain are those of whom youve followed.(i thought of it, but shit, it could be someone elses quote)
Aim: Djpintsize
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 07 June 2001).]
Why do i cry at night?
When nothing has gone wrong
Why the long face?
When I'm in any place, that's not mine
It's time, To change my mind
To see, That everything will be fine
I've got what i *need*, why whine?
Friends and loving family
Is *all* i need to be, me
Over the past year, It occured to me
That ecstasy, Has gotten the best of me
It seems it was a test for me
Throughout the test, I was the best, you see
Never found myself guessin, On *any* question
Now I find myself stressin, Second Guesing
Here I was thinkin it was a blessing
If i make it through this, to see a brighter day
Where my emotions run free from anxiety, Socially
As i sit with my family
For this brighter day, Is why I pray
Why i lay in bed all night thinking
Wishing, I didnt take this path so young
I was so dumb, n' Naive
God, Make me normal PleasE!
Slowly, My motivation creeps in
As my new life begins
I'm on my way
To a brighter day
On this path i will stay
And continue to pray
Although this is on the *sad* side of things, I am happy to say that this was written in the darkest days of my overwhelming depression, And now im almost N'sync, with life, and my destiny...
And although i now understand moderation, I stay far from the pill that killed my spirits and drained my confidence. For i shouldnt blame him, but myself, for the choices ive made have not been the greatest, and thus i must learn, what's life if your not learning?
------------------
Dont follow In the footsteps of another man, For when you are gone the only footsteps that remain are those of whom youve followed.(i thought of it, but shit, it could be someone elses quote)
Aim: Djpintsize
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 07 June 2001).]
