i need to rant and rave
people might think i'm out of my mind and i would agree
as of right now life is good financially stable, a beautiful woman that cares about me and a job opportunity that i've been working for my whole life...........
everything looks fine and dandy on paper...but inside i feel numb and with no help of meds to achieve that feeling, as if it's not enough...then again i dont even know what will be enough
everything feels meaningless well no....feels like i have a void in my life still and i dont know what im missing .....
i force myself to smile but its not enough anymore....think my spiritual journey is about to start
people might think i'm out of my mind and i would agree
as of right now life is good financially stable, a beautiful woman that cares about me and a job opportunity that i've been working for my whole life...........
everything looks fine and dandy on paper...but inside i feel numb and with no help of meds to achieve that feeling, as if it's not enough...then again i dont even know what will be enough
everything feels meaningless well no....feels like i have a void in my life still and i dont know what im missing .....
i force myself to smile but its not enough anymore....think my spiritual journey is about to start