Life is a crazy trip

Sooo I am out in durango Colorado. I had to get away from all the bs in Miami. There is def not a whole lot of trouble for me to get into here.
I really don't think there r even any illegal drugs here barely specially considering weed is mostly legal
I must admit tho I have been feeling some very real cravings I want to shoot up
I think it's all part of an I want what I can't have mentality
There is a guy in Miami I still think bout and he doesn't reallyeven like me back anymore
I am also a lil lonely out here I don't know many people so it's not easy at the moment
One thing I really like tho is I can stop pretending out here when I was at the the 3/4 way house I had to go to all those meetings which I hated and act like I really cared about that stuff and believed in it
Now here at least i can have a drink or two at night and the thing is I don't take it too far it's not like once I have one drink I have to get wasted and I really think I would feel those cravings either way
Also I am considering staying out here more long term possibly attending fort Lewis college which is a bit strange considering I was only 12 credits away from graduating U of Miami but it may be healthier and safer

 

I'm tryna hit baby. :D was good? XD

 

king J i dont get it...
and... it turns out i was wrong that there wasnt a whole lotta trouble i could get into there... very very wrong