Lately i have been doing a lot better in my life working a full time job as a chef running and managing my own kitchen. This is a far cry from how i was behaving 4 months ago drinking everyday having no dream or ambition my place was an alcoholic dungeon i lay wasted drinking my guilt away . Till the day i started taking Tramadol 4 a day at first i really did not get any affect perhaps a mild mood lift nothing great but not all that bad i first started noticing sighs of change in me when i cleaned my apartment from head to toe and soon after instead of feeling anything at all from the Tramadol i just felt motivated. I changed many things about my behavior i was discussed on how i was living it was as if looking at a whole other person i have just about changed every aspect of myself EG~ working as a chef i can saftly say i have failed in the past because of short term memory now i seem to be able to focus very well 30% better than normal able to take like 10 orders at once and complete them with not forgetting one thing and i am a one man show!!
Could it be that my brain is lacking something in the SSRI department that somehow Tramadol fixes i mean i really do not feel a thing from it i just feel motivated and focused, look at myself totally differently. This brings me to the Point of my post Unfortunately Tramadol Works with the U Opioid receptor so yea i am F**ing addicted and it totally sucks cause i am doing so well and i know i have to quite and will but i wonder how effective i will be with out the SSRI activity that Tramadol has.... Sucks having your life encapsulated in a pill !!!
Could it be that my brain is lacking something in the SSRI department that somehow Tramadol fixes i mean i really do not feel a thing from it i just feel motivated and focused, look at myself totally differently. This brings me to the Point of my post Unfortunately Tramadol Works with the U Opioid receptor so yea i am F**ing addicted and it totally sucks cause i am doing so well and i know i have to quite and will but i wonder how effective i will be with out the SSRI activity that Tramadol has.... Sucks having your life encapsulated in a pill !!!