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LIFE DRUG FREE ISN'T THE LIFE FOR ME... WHat about you?

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I waited 35 years to start experimenting with drugs. 99% of my life has been drug free. I grew up with an alcoholic for a father and never wanted that for myself nor my own kids.

I never want to rely on a substance in order to be happy...but a little sip of Kratom or a few dashes of Lortab every now and then does take the edge off, and makes life a little more bearable!


Drugs enhance life...when used in moderation.
 
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It sounds so damn pathetic but, I say this to myself everyday I am sober. I had a lil sayin that went, "Life without pods is life on pause"

I will say sobriety is the "Devil" and sobriety is overrated in front of friends and they look at me like I am just a lost cause.

But I think most people shouldn't do them. Most people CAN'T handle them. I always found myself as the type who could handle them. But in the end, they handle me.

Fuck it, Fuck sobriety.
 
flirting with danger everytime I try something gives me this edge I wouldve never experienced W.o. it
I agree in moderation its great imo
but creating a line always leads to creating another line so the risk of addiction is there but idk what's worse, a life where all u do is get paid a lot or a little spending it on drugs n partying but still paying for house car etc
OR Liviin a life of only thinking about drugs n how u can't do them staying away from old friends who r still partying and spending money on things you don't care much about I was thinking about charlie sheen when I posted this
 
I cant imagine it without drugs, but every so often i take a break, like now, no powders for the last ~2 months but if i didnt have my weed i'd have definitly slipped and fallen back into old habits. Ill keep this up for as long as i can but I cant say I wont be snortin like old times next week! I even asked my friend for a bag of speed today, he didnt have any and i feel kinda stupid for asking now but if he did i'd probably be wired now.

life without drugs seems almost impossible right now and its much easier to use than not.

Good or Bad? bit of both
 
"Soberity is a constant hell."

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I feel you
if I wasn't so paranoid on the superficial things that speed could potentially do id still be doing it every so often, im doing the next best thing tho
I also love pain meds preferably somas
I do what I need to do I wish big brother would lift his hand a little n let living be more than working , eatting and sleeping.
its life, im ready to live!

Do you ever wonder how amazing it'd be if when we were out in public n high we could just be open and free I tend to worry ill get caught lol so I usually enjoy the high inside my mind
 
I supplement life with drugs, I could easily go years without them if I couldn't get them, that said I like them.
 
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It sounds so damn pathetic but, I say this to myself everyday I am sober. I had a lil sayin that went, "Life without pods is life on pause"

I will say sobriety is the "Devil" and sobriety is overrated in front of friends and they look at me like I am just a lost cause.

But I think most people shouldn't do them. Most people CAN'T handle them. I always found myself as the type who could handle them. But in the end, they handle me.

Fuck it, Fuck sobriety.
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How exactly do you judge which people can't handle them then?

I need aspirin to cure my ailments sometimes.
I also need weed to cure my ailments sometimes.

Every thing has it's place.
And if you must be dependent, be aware & limit your amount of dependencies.

So yeah, life drug free isn't the life for me. And probably not for 80% of people in society, whether they acknowledge it or not.
 
its amazing how much better life is on a drug
I do love life W.o. drugs in a lot of ways but im often bored even when im W. ppl
yet if I smoke a bowl or do a line the dumbest things amuse me
I am a super me and I just don't see why ppl fight it so much, instead lets embrace it, scientists, work on a better, less dangerous yet super effective drug wr can all take legally
imagine everyone on acid mondays or stoned out sundays or speedy saturdays everyone just loving life n ppl no structure no rules just ppl doing things for eachother out of love haha idk it'd be a wonderful life
 
Recovery rocks. I never imagined I could ever feel this way and thought everyone who said they did was full of shit. It took three months in jail before I even started to want sobriety. I had always wanted to want it, but I couldn't. I was an addict. Drugs rock, but the consequences are far too devastating for me.
 
Life drug free..no..

I would like to go back to being a psychedelic voyager rather than a painkiller junky though.. I was happy then
 
The majority of the time that I'm sober I'm just thinking about how I'd rather be high instead. I find reality and sobriety to be distasteful for the most part. When I'm sober I'm not content or statisfied with the feeling, I feel restless. I have little to no hunger unless I smoke marijuana too, but after I smoke that's a different story haha. It's nice to have an appetite back although I couldn't tell you the last day I was entirely sober even if I wanted to.
 
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